Mentos

my Daddy's the pilot

2011-07-24T18:43:00.001+08:00

A pastor had been on a long flight between church conferences.

The first warning of the approaching problems came when the sign on the airplane flashed on: Fasten Your Seat Belts. Then, after a while, a calm voice said, "We shall not be serving the beverages at this time as we are expecting a little turbulence. Please be sure your seat belt is fastened."

As the pastor looked around the aircraft, it became obvious that many of the passengers were becoming apprehensive. Later, the voice on the intercom said, "We are so sorry that we are unable to serve the meal at this time. The turbulence is still ahead of us." And then the storm broke.

The ominous cracks of thunder could be heard even above the roar of the engines. Lightning lit up the darkening skies, and within moments that great plane was like a cork tossed around on a celestial ocean. One moment the airplane was lifted on terrific currents of air; the next, it dropped as if it were about to crash.

The pastor confessed that he shared the discomfort and fear of those around him.

He said, "As I looked around the plane, I could see that nearly all the passengers were upset and alarmed. Some were praying. The future seemed ominous and many were wondering if they would make it through the storm.

"Then, I suddenly saw a little girl. Apparently the storm meant nothing to her. She had tucked her feet beneath her as she sat on her seat; she was reading a book and everything within her small world was calm and orderly. Sometimes she closed her eyes, then she would read again; then she would straighten her legs, but worry and fear were not in her world.

When the plane was being buffeted by the terrible storm when it lurched this way and that, as it rose and fell with frightening severity, when all the adults were scared half to death, that marvelous child was completely composed and unafraid."

The minister could hardly believe his eyes.

It was not surprising therefore, that when the plane finally reached its destination and all the passengers were hurrying to disembark, our pastor lingered to speak to the girl whom he had watched for such a long time.

Having commented about the storm and the behavior of the plane, he asked why she had not been afraid. The child replied,

"Cause my Daddy's the pilot, and he's taking me home."

There are many kinds of storms that buffet us. Physical, mental, financial, domestic, and many other storms can easily and quickly darken our skies and throw our plane into apparently uncontrollable movement. We have all known such times, and let us be honest and confess, it is much easier to be at rest when our feet are on the ground than when we are being tossed about a darkened sky.

Let us remember: Our Father is the Pilot.

Last Thursday, we had our bible study. We learned about crisis and how to deal with them. This email about that little girl somehow, spoke to me. I need to learn on how to let go of my problems and let Him help me out with it.

Well, I will still need the help of all those around me as well la. I can't do it on my own. That's why you, who are reading this right now, are important to me. I can't get here without ur help. No matter wat it may be. U could have given me problems and not-so-nice experiences but I am thankful that I am here now cause u've helped me so. Hahaha. How odd to actually feel this way but, I really am thankful to be where I am right now.

Whatever probs that I may and might face in the future....

"Bring it on!"

for my Big Daddy's the captain of my ship!

How Megan got fired...

2011-06-22T16:10:00.000+08:00

Quoted from Yahoo!

"She was in a different world, on her BlackBerry. You gotta stay focused. And you know, the Hitler thing. Steven [Spielberg] said, 'Fire her right now.' "

Hmmmmm.....

Honestly, I'm not of much help. =\

Sighh...Sorry.

2 Corinthians 5:17

2011-06-17T13:03:00.003+08:00

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come, the old has gone, the new is here!"

I need to learn on how to let go of my old and bad habits and let the new and healthy ones come in. =\

That verse kinda hit me a couple of times this week. I've been trying and trying but I'm actually..quite disappointed with myself. The results are not...wat i expected it to be. Alright, I get it. Human mistake. We..tend to have expectations but somehow...I just want to make ppl happier. I...failed to do so, many times and I end up getting myself all...worked out and feel so... "down". I'm sorry for being so emotional now but.. I just need somewhere to rant.

I want...to be able to say this.

I need...some help. Dear God, please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You. Please do not hurt those whom I care alot so dearly. =*( Please...hurt me instead. I'm really sorry and I want to change. I want to be...more like You and less like me. I know, You do not want to purposely hurt me but, it's part of the learning process. Please..forgive me and I will try to change harder.

i'll...try.

smth like this.

I had 2 dreams. 1 which I really do like. And the other, which I really do not like. Hopefully, Big Daddy will make the 1 which I like 1 be true.

I...want you to be happy. That's all. =\

I've been...lazy

2011-06-15T19:17:00.000+08:00

I do not really like my current timetable. I've got like a super hectic timetable this time round. Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays are not really the days which I like. =( Superrrr tiring.

I was really blessed by yesterday's message, shared by brother Fook Meng. All I need to do is to, put off my gym clothes away, get a reallllll good shower and put on nice wedding clothes on. Kinda glad I went also. Hahaha.

I felt...refreshed last night.

I also had a great time talking with edwin the other night. We shared some stuffs and I believe, Big Daddy used me to talk to him. I hope u're feeling much better, bro. =) Sorry that I'm not feeling so well right now. I...just do not know why I'm in this state. I'll be fine.

And...to Sally, I know I'm not much of help in alot of times. I...tried bt...I still am no good. I can only lend u my ears. Sighhh. Disappointing hor? And i'm sorry for blabbing yesterday. When, u tell me stuffs and when I replied, u obviously didn't like my replies yesterday. I shall..learn how to keep quiet at times. I dun want to irritate u already. I hope, u'll be alright and hmmmm...if u still want someone to listen to u, i'll still lend u my ears.

Sighhh. I still do not know why but I still feel pretty down right now. Today...is just not my day, I guess.

I do not know how bt, I hope..this can work out. =\

Happy

2011-05-03T12:15:00.002+08:00

=) Happened to me often.

It's supposed to be blue in colour. =)

This is cool! Hahaha.

Some of the most meaningful colours. =)

I like being comfortable with you.

Friday

2011-04-16T11:39:00.004+08:00

Yes, I have so much to do and so lil time.

You would not give me more than what I can handle. I believe, I can go through all these. If I think I can't, I know You will provide people who will tell me that I still can. =) Thanx for the verse yesterday.

Yesterday was tough...

...but I'm glad dinner happened.

uh huh. I'm glad i talked.

= ]

Blue is nice. Green is nice. Good morning, small po. *pat*

Tonight

2011-04-12T15:14:00.000+08:00

Fireflies!

Yes, our topic for today's CF is Firefly and I'm actually pretty excited about it. Big Daddy has given me some ideas on how to do it. Hopefully, I'm brave enough to do it. =) Tonight's going to be really exciting! All the best, pastor philip sung.

And... 1 more thing...

do wat the picture tells u to. =)

pinky promised and stamped!

My "Tumblr" =)

2011-04-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

Yeahhh. I do. =D

The reason why I like the feeling of being anonymous is because, I can do all kinds of stuffs but, people wouldn't have the chance to see me again. I like to do stuffs (sometimes, crazily... actually, most of the time, crazily XD) and not be remembered for doing them. =)

=) I agree. All girls need these 2 only.

Cookies and cream! I like them alot.

I remember, during a certain time, I use to eat this stuffs alot. Well, not Hershey's la. Hahaha. They are too expensive. But, i forgot what's the brand that I use to nom nom on.

Crayons!!

I have a "pencil-like" crayon which also can be arranged to make a rocket! Hahaha.

Hehehe. Is it as thick as this? =P

Oh yeah. =D

Hahahahaha. Joey's super funny!

I remember always sitting around with my family members to watch this series. =) This has got to be one of those series which I really do like to watch. Haha. Especially catching those really funny episodes. One of my favourites was when Joey showed his "fire" during "rock, paper, scissors" game. Hehe.

Uh huh.

If I could ever be proud of something, this would be it.

This reminds me of Ame's baju. =)

Lemonade!!

If I would crave for something during these hot weathers, it would be a glass of these. Yes yes, I know it's always raining over there. But here in malacca, it's always hot and shining. TT.TT

Haha. You have a miniature model of this.....

Which looks something like this. =)

Polaroid

I'm not really a photo-person but I do not know why, but I just really have a thing for polaroid pictures. And yes, I kinda miss those times when pictures are taken. =) really do miss. Let's take some together again k? I want to do those again. Only with you k, sally? =)

Cili prawns!

Haha.

I know some who does that pretty often. Hahaha. You better come back and take back ur stuffs k? My day care center's job is coming to an end soon. =P

=) The outsider.

I... Agree. =)

I wanna have some waffles someday for breakfast too.

press ctrl+a and go back to the polaroid picture. =)

Peace

2011-03-30T21:25:00.000+08:00

I like the clouds today =)

I dun really know why, but I like the clouds today. It somehow... makes me feel... peaceful. Haha. Talk bout peaceful, if what uncle Wong and his wife say is true, I wanna find that peace. I wanna know who that right person is. I've always been asking and asking and asking and I think, Big Daddy just confirmed with me something yesterday. I think, I may be right this time. =) I think, I'm on the right track.

I've always been asking and asking about who is "the one". And Big Daddy actually used 2 Tuesdays to tell me bout it. Hahaha. See how stubborn am I? Till I need to listen twice. =P Si degil kan? =) Okok, what I'm talking about is this...

Peace

I somehow believe, no human being can directly tell me who's the one but, if I just trust Him completely, He'll tell me. Life's full of risk and well, I like risking it now. Not to say that it's a bad thing. It's actually a good thing. And I'm enjoying it. I'm happy with where I am now. Sometimes, I might grumble grumble. But looking at the bigger picture, I'm smiling at it. =)

For all those who are reading this. If u need someone to talk to, u can count on me. I'll tell u stuffs which I've found. I wanna share with u this... trust that I have. I really do not know what's going to happen in the future but, I'm learning to trust Him completely. COMPLETELY, i tell you and I'm serious!

Hahaha. You can call me stupid or blind or crazy but... I know that although I may be blind, I see who's leading me; I may be the stupidest being on earth but, I know someone who's knowledge is beyond whatever man can ever know; and bout crazy... yeah... =) I'm just crazy. But although I'm crazy, I know someone who loves me just the same. If not, all the more! =D

Oh ya... 1 last thing...

Today's day 7

=] I am thankful for this journey and

I'm glad we're still going through it no matter how tough it may be.

Too good to not share

2011-03-23T02:08:00.001+08:00

I am helpless. I'll leave "us" to Him.

Sighh...

2011-03-19T18:00:00.000+08:00

I've learned it the hard way. And there are many times that I've failed You, God. Many many times I've said stuffs that I do not mean it. And I'm sorry for that. Help me change to be a better person, alright? =\ I want to be better. I want to be more like You. Please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You.

Sighhh. Now I know how much "meaning those words" actually means. For those ppl whom I super care about. =\ I know I'm a really really mafan person. But, if you do not mean it, please don't tell me that you'll do it. I'm not saying specifically who. So, please dun terasa or prasan. I am just saying that... I struggle.

I have been looking for this statement.

I know u might like this.

I need ur help. For real. How? = \ I dunno.

I ran through some pictures

2011-03-10T12:52:00.000+08:00

True =) a good reminder.

Can u imagine Him telling u this?

Everytime when u feel that u're not worth it and life is too hard for u to continue, have this thought in mind. You (who are reading this now) were worth every nail and every scar on His battered back. He did it.. for u.

Bruno Mars - Grenade?

Jesus Christ - Cross

Often, I can tell that He's telling me this.

Dear God, I've not been the best example that You have but I pray, may You help me to be the example that You want me to be. Help "us" to be an example as well. May we continue to depend on You and may You continue to guide us. May we completely put our trust in You as well. To God be the glory and may we not take any for ourself. Amen.

I am weak. Very.. Are you?

u gave me this verse. Remember?

Yesterday, was a pretty rough day for me. In fact, these few days were pretty tough for me. I have alot to share. And I hope, I shared alright on Tuesday. Big Daddy, may all glory goes to You.

Hmmm... Sometimes, I do not know what's the right decision. I do not know if I should go tomorrow or not. I... am not a good decision maker. And I do not like the way I think. Sometimes (in fact, most of the time), I over think stuffs and it will just make matters worst than it seems. I need help. I need guidance. I may seem strong at times. But the true fact is.. I'm actually very weak. I need help. I am looking forward to that meeting.

Sally, I'm sorry bout yesterday.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

2011-03-04T17:00:00.000+08:00

Really great song

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

I was really really touched by this song. I remember watching this guy's story on American Idol. I didn't know he got sent off. They shouldn't have sent him off. He has a superb voice and even when he's out, I still will support him. Cause his story, is really worth telling. = ) If he ever comes to Malaysia, I might wanna go see him perform and I hope he'll sing this song live one day.

Po. = ]

A lil update

2011-03-02T08:25:00.000+08:00

I had a really great week and it still has not come to an end yet. =) Been enjoying myself serving Him in Bintulu, Sarawak last week and it sure was a lot of fun. Hahaha. Yes yes, it was tiring due to the fact that we only get like 2 to 3 hours of sleep each day but!!! Philippians 4:13 kept me going through the entire day. We didn't feel tired while doing His ministry throughout the day. It was just during the night when we're not moving much and we tend to just... doze off. Hehehe. Trust me, I'm one of the victims. =P

Had lots of fun being blessed by Him and I'm really really happy with where I am standing at the moment and heading to. Lots of great experiences but I'm just a lil lazy to write it all down. If you want a pretty detail report, got to Eun's blog k? =) She wrote and posted up pictures of almost everything that happened there. Hehehe.

A Picture paints a thousand words...

How bout 3? =D

The Bintulu Team

Coffee at there... Yummy!

"I've got torchlights! =D"

praying and waiting... Get well soon, u.

FINALLY!

2011-02-19T11:20:00.000+08:00

I finished ALL my examinations yesterday and goodness gracious... Japanese was also a really tough subject. TT.TT (maybe just for me) Super hard I tell you. I was literally drawing some "cacings" according to Amelia and I have no idea what kind of "cacings" i drew yesterday. I'm not sure if they are right or wrong also.

See see.. "Cacing"

Sighhhhh.. I hope I'll pass.

Oh well.

Besides all that, I had a great time these few days. = ) Yes yes, thanks to you, Big Daddy and ms. pork for making it a really great one.

Tuesday was really great. Movie was really fun and yes, it really did felt like I was watching it all by myself and imagining and laughing all by myself. But, only while I was "watching" only would I laugh by myself. The rest of the time, I was laughing cause of the great day that we were having. =) and yes, u "watch" fast. =P U tried new food buy for me, I had it a couple of times already. The ikan bakar over there was nice right? It's not those super duper yummy type, but it was something nice also right? Hehehe. See.. U should have shared it with me. Instead of having mee and bee hoon all to urself. Oh ya, that "kuey tiow" term is really funny also hor? If u remember what it was about.

Hmmm.. U better get well soon alright? I really don't wanna be gay. Hahahaha. So, take care and get back to ur.....

PINK OF HEALTH! =D

Thursday was really great as well. Hmmm. I know I wasn't of much help (like I've already told u) but, I hope u'll do your best this Sunday. Always be reminded that the person whom u're serving doesn't look at human qualities but at the heart. I hope, u'll give ur very best! =) Like what Eunice reminded me yesterday, "Just do your best, and leave the rest to God". She's right, u know? Just give Him all u've got and u'll be surprised with how much He's able to do with u.

Hmmmm.. I'm also sorry for the other days which I've caused nothing but "down-ness". =\ I hope.. I'll change for the better. Sighhh.. Bout monday, =( I'm sorry bout monday. I didn't mean anything. Bout wednesday, I'm still struggling with "expectations". I have something with broken promises. Bout yesterday, I'm sorry as well. I was really tensed with my examination. Everything seems to be all so messed up. I hope.. u're alright.

Sighhh.. Anyway, I should go start preparing for the planning tonight and also for the mission trip. Oh ya, for those who do not know, this Tuesday, I would be flying (YES!!! my first time ever flying and... i hope and hope... *fingers cross* that Big Daddy will allow it to happen) to Sarawak to do some mission work. I'm not sure what's going to happen there but, I will try and be prepared. Sooo much things happening but so little time left. =X

Conclusion for the week,

It sure was a great journey after all. The ups and downs, I'm glad it went well.

Looking forward to Sunday's dinner.

It has been awhile

2011-02-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

since i updated my blog. Hmmmm...

Been pretty busy lately and there's so much happenings! Exams are in like... uhmmm.. 2 days time!!! @.@ Hmm.. Anyway, just writing something so it wouldn't look so empty. Although, there's probably no1 who still drop by to see for it has been too long since the last update but, oh well... I still wanna begin writing again somewhere.

Will update more next time k?

Haiihhh... Just got a text msg saying that u're really unhappy. =( I do not know wat's going on but I hope u're alright. I... do not know what to do either. I really do hope u're alright.

I really do. = \

Hoping that u're alright... And I wish I was there right now.

Hahahaha

2010-12-27T17:24:00.000+08:00

At times.... True. =]

I can't wait for tomorrow.

It's Christmas time.

2010-12-20T12:20:00.002+08:00

Yes yes, do not diet. This sweater is stretchable. =D

I can't believe it! Christmas is in 5 days time!! Hehehehe. I love Christmas very much. Although, there's not much of a celebration here at home but I love this time of the year. It's a great reminder of what happened 2000 years ago. 2000 years ago, Hope... came down. Along with Love. 12 more days to ROC! You all better be prepared k? I hope I am too.

Hey you, smile k? I really do love to see you smile. = ]

Some updates

2010-12-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.. Today... not really a good day for me. = \
While most of them are out there enjoying themselves, I feel like I'm grounded here at home for no reason. Hmmmm.. Oh well. I might as well blog a lil bit. = D Hehehe.

Last Tuesday, Pastor Rachel came and spoke to us. She's pretty good actually. Her first point kinda hit me. I should really learn to not think of such negative thoughts. Hahaha. Most of the time, they are silly and untrue and come on, Adrian, you can do much better than that, right? = ) I should remind myself that everything was planned and everything will be done. Of course, according to His will la. Not mine. So, whatever it may be, I have to remind myself that it's the BEST way/solution/option at that moment. It could get worst if it wasn't for that way. Hehehe.

I should really learn how to let go of my problems. Not just "at times" but "ALL the time". Life is really to short to worry bout petty stuffs. Hahaha. The reason why I said so was because, I was going through Ame's tumblr and I saw this picture. Which is a really good reminder. Hehehe.

Hehe. I like this picture.

Hey, ame ah. If you're reading this, I want to show you something pretty cool. = ) Like the picture, balloons represent our problems and the sky represent Big Daddy, I want you to be reminded that, no matter how big our problems are, they are still ZUPER tiny compared to Big Daddy. So, whenever you have problems or stuffs like that, I hope you would... pray.... talk to Him bout it and tell Him bout ur problems. Be reminded that our problems are puny compared to Him and just let Him deal with it alright? Hehe.

There was once I heard about this and I probably should share it with all those who are reading this right now. When God says "jump through a wall", I will jump. I've done my part which is jump and I'm letting Him deal with the fact of going through the wall. = ] So, just...

"close"

Contentment

2010-12-13T10:44:00.000+08:00

But godliness with contentment is great gain.

1 Timothy 6:6

How to be joyful?

Step 1: Be godly and know that everything (and i mean literally every single thing) is under His control and His perfect timing. He has planned out everything for me and my job is just to follow.

Step 2: Be content and know that for every situation, it's already the best that He has to offer. It could get much worse.

And by completing those steps, I will find myself happier and I believe, that's one of the greatest gain anyone can ask for. = ]

I am planted here. = ]

I may find it hard to accept the fact but if here is where He has asked me to be, I shall try my best and bloom. And you who are reading this right now, should know that He has a plan for you too. And His plans are always good, which includes, your life. To anyone who's reading this and you're feeling like you're in the dumps, here I am, reminding you that things could get worst and with the next picture, I want you to know that, He has already taken most of the damage.

Be reminded. = )

Do not complain so much alright? At least, think about it. At least, He has taken eternal death away only if you do believe that He's the only way to heaven. With that in mind, try and learn more about contentment ya? = )

Bloom into this

On my side!

I myself am learning how to be content with everything. At least, at the very least, I still have the chance to know some of you great people out there. I admit that I may not be the best person that you've ever known, but I'm still thankful for the opportunity to know all of you (yes yes, i mean every1). I believe, there's a reason why He let us meet and got to know each another.

To Big Daddy, I really do need to learn the art of contentment more and more. I believe, it's not going to be easy but I do hope that You'll walk with me along the way and help to guide me as well. With Your help, I know I can do it. *with Philippians 4:13 in mind* = ]

To the ROC Directors, thank you for being patient with me as well. I know it's hard when I just can't make it but I really do hope that you'll understand. I am really trying to manage it to the best way possible. Yes, I am sorry for not giving my 100% at times. I admit that I do not give my best all the time but, I'll try and do better alright?

To the peeps of Scene 2 and 7, thanks for coming and giving me your support. I really do appreciate it. And for those times which I have not been very nice and pleasant, do forgive me also alright? Hmmmm. I hope, you'll understand that we are not scolding you all cause of "fun". But we're doing it to help u see the reason why we're all doing this in the first place. Do continue and try to give your best ya? For I will try as well.

To you, thankyou for being patient with me. I know at times, I may be hard and stubborn and my sudden random negative thoughts is not doing any good. I really am sorry for simply accusing and simply thinking but sometimes, hmmmm... actually, most of the times, I just can't control them. I'll try and be better and not think about it so much. If possible, do help me at times also alright? I... am weak. = \ Please forgive me. And just so you know, it still amazes me. =]

For the "days", I hope Big Daddy will be willing. I miss them very much. Very much.

Pray

2010-12-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

Had quite lazy and lousy day today. I really do think I'm growing older day by day. Anyway, who doesn't? Hahahaha. But today, was really something. While I was washing Iswari, I really felt really really tired. I really did felt like just stopping and rest. Hmmmm.. Could it be me? Or it could also be Mr. Sun, shining so brightly and wearing me out. Hahahaha.

Yeah! You! I blame you for making me tired. Haha.

Eh eh, I just realized. Today is the 7th of December. I like December. I like no. 7. Hehehe

So,

Happy 7th of December, ppl!

= ]

Hmmmm. At this very moment, I'm craving for the SUPER HUGEEEE karipap.

This one!! Ame, I still owe u 1. =P

Today, wasn't much of a day for me. But, I have been craving for that karipap from entah-sejak-biler. Hahahaha. Will anyone go and get me one? Pweetttyyy pweeease? Hehehe.

Besides, craving for that. I didn't really do much today. Hmmmm.. In a way, I would say, I kinda wasted today. =X I should have gone out, walking around or something like that instead of just wasting it at home. But, on the brighter side, well... at least, I was at home the whole day. (thought about it. I was kinda literally at home the entire time except for the time when I went out to wash my car and get dinner)

Oh ya,

bout Sunday and yesterday and today. I kinda felt a lil weird. As in, I've spent like almost everyday looking at CF ppl and suddenly, I dun see much of them. Hmmm.. I guess... I kinda miss all of them. Hahaha. Yeah, it's true, I miss you peeps who just left me here. So, if u're reading this, do know that I'm missing ya k? = )

Yesterday, we watched....

this movie

To all those who plan to watch this show, well.. it's recommended but... Beware!! You were warned. Hahaha. It's quite a show. Not too bad. I would say, "it was worth my 6 bucks" =D So, do watch it k? It's really not a bad show. I had a good time laughing.

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble.

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

I believe, that statement is pretty true. Well, maybe not for everybody but, I hope that, through my experiences (which some I rather not go through... =\), some may learn from it and hopefully not repeat my same mistakes. Hmmm.. I really do hope for that. I hope, I've been encouraging to some. =)

Oh ya,

Dear readers, if you do not mind, please pray for a friend of mine k? He's partially deaf and I just got to know that there's no cure for him. So, he's probably really scared right now. =( I am really really sad to know about it and I really really do hope you would pray for him. Please and thank you.

I may be little. But I believe, I'm not alone. = ]

Picture speaks louder.

I was asking Him why? But while going through some picture, I believe He wants me to see this and be reminded that at least he can still hear. Although it's not 100% perfect but at least, he is still able to hear. But still, I pray and I hope you will pray that he's able to accept the fact as well. Do pray k?

I just heard this on the radio and I think it's a good one.

....and wait

I am looking forward to dim sum day... someday.

Michael Buble - Hold On

2010-12-02T11:44:00.001+08:00

Maybe all the plans we made would not work out

But I have no doubt even though it's hard to see

I've got faith in us and I believe in you and me. = ]

I like Michael's songs.

December

2010-12-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

Have I ever told you that I love the month of December? = ] Hehehe.. December to me is the month of...

Coolness...

(yeah, although we do not have snow, i can still feel the coolness of the month)

Food...

(yummmmmehhh colourful~~)

More food...

(double yummmehhhh!!)

Ok, i probably should stop posting some pictures bout food hor? Butttt... I just can't help it.. XD hahaha... How can i resist awesome looking yummeh food? =P So, I shall...

Post up sumore. =D

Strawberry Ice cream!

Marshmallows!

This picture make me miss last CG... =(

Anyway, time to be a lil more serious, shall we? Hehe. I had a ~~torturing and looong and busy and tiring and~~ wonderful week. =) Always look on the bright side of life. Hehe. Although it wasn't much fun, with all the assignments and exams

(AHHHH!! I hate exams. I think I did pretty badly during FAR and AIS yesterday),

I still am pretty happy bout stuffs that has happened. Well, I had a good "argue" yesterday and trust me, it was good. It was just for the fun of it and we were not mad at each another. Hehehe. Thankyou for arguing with me. = ] We shall "argue" more next time k?

I agree, I agree!! Do you? = )

Yeah, talk about Christmas, I'm pretty busy with ROC as well. If you do not know wat is ROC, do ask me bout it k? I'll be more than glad to tell u bout it. So, yeah, ROC. Do continue to pray for me as well k? I've got alot to juggle and at times, i will feel unhappy. Thanx!

Oh ya, thanx to Sally, now I'm kinda hooked on some of Michael Buble's Songs. Actually, I've always like his songs but Sally shared one with me which was a pretty good 1. So, I'll share it with you all k? I hope, you'll like this song as well.

Yes, it's a lil slow. But just close ur eyes and let Michael take you on a lil journey ya? = ] Hehehe

Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.

Romans 12:12

Oh ya oh ya, I've got a new wallet and a new bottle!!! YAY!!! Thank you thank you for the presents. Hehehehe.. I'm sooooo... happy. But, I'm sorry for giving you and you the wrong ideas k? I didn't mean to just ignore 1. I honestly am content with what I already have. So, I didn't mean to give you the wrong ideas. I'm sorry for that. = \ But, on the brighter side, I'm very very very happy for my new stuffs. = ] Thanx alot!

i'm on your side. I was trying to cool u down. I hope... you'll understand.

Dear God,

2010-11-29T10:49:00.000+08:00

I commit my future in your hands. Many a times I have been troubled by it and the uncertainty scares me. But I am going to believe You more this very instant. You have been ever faithful providing for me and always picking me up. So, I am going to continue trusting You that You have the best plans for me. I shall not worry for I know, You have me in mind and You have planned out EVERYTHING for me. It's only my job to follow Your plans and for those times when I may not really like Your plans, may You give me the strength to accept it as well. Do continue to remind me constantly that EVERYTHING is in Your control. Thank You so much, for being such and Awesome and Loving Father. And I thank You once again for everything that You have given me. I thank You for my friends who have been ever supporting whenever I needed them. I thank You for my parents that although I may not like them at times, help me to trust that they are already Your best ones for me. I thank You for EVERYTHING.

Amen.

I was reading the ODB just now and I found out something which I think that I must share. When Moses said that he's not good enough, and he's not capable and he has doubts about it, Big Daddy said, "What's that in your hand?" (Exodus 4:2). And with that shepherd staff, Big Daddy helped Moses with superb miracles. Big Daddy uses what we have now and not what we have in the future or past. So, I shall not worry, for He has everything planned out for me. You who are reading this now, should not worry as well. Trust Him. He has every single bit in control. He knows what's best for you. And having that in mind,

Have a Great Morning!

I thank Big Daddy for you as well. Thanks for liking me for who I am.

22nd November

2010-11-23T11:06:00.000+08:00

Yeah, that means yesterday. Hehehe. =)

Introducing....

The girl who just turned 19!!

(I like this picture and ur baju all, looks like from yesterday 1. =P)

Happy Belated Birthday, Sally. Hehe. I'm glad u had a pretty good surprise yesterday. But hor, most of the idea was Eunice's and Amelia's. XD I didn't do much. I also dun want to bluff u 1. But they forced me too... TT.TT Hahahahaha. Kidding kidding. The 3 of us worked our evil minds together during Japanese class (whoops... wasn't I supposed to be listening to lectures? =X hahaha) and we actually did some talking bout it on Sunday... =P

Introducing...

The Birthday Girl and The Planners. Hehe.

Anyway, 1 more year older and may you continue to walk closer and closer with Him. I believe, you have gone through many encounters with Him. May you continue to encounter life's exciting journey with Him more and more each day. =) Do continue to trust Him more and believe that He has the best-est-est plan for u. Always do remember that He has everything planned out d k? And EVERYTHING's in control. May ur birthday wish do come true as well. = ] Watever it may be. Hehe.

Yesterday.... was a really fun day. = ] I enjoyed myself lots as well. May Big Daddy continue to bless you each and everyday.

Happy Birthday, Sally Wong ~~Xue~~ Xie Li. =P

5th December. Am looking forward to it. = ]

M.I.A

2010-11-21T01:38:00.006+08:00

Hehehe. I was M.I.A-ing for quite sometime already hor...

Anyway... some updates about wat has been happening in my life.

Actually... there's nothing much to update. Or maybe, it's because I'm just too lazy to write it all out. Hahahaha... Anyway, i shall just write about today then.

Today, I would like to thank Charlene for waking me up at 7.30. Although I still golek golek till around 8... Hehehehe. But still, thanx, lene.. for waking me up. And so, i went for practice. But hor, when we reached there, the "late-box" didn't wanna wait for us. =( So, we were a lillll late. But, *ahem* *cough cough* =D
During practice, I think i strained my throat a lil bit too much. Feeling pretty sore and I should really think about cutting down my chili and ice intake. =\ I need to be healthy for ROC. I shall try and... cut down. But but... I like chili alot. Huuu huuuuuu... Dilemma...

Yummy!! I like this alot!! =D

Hahaha. That was just a random picture. But but, did i mention before that I like Carls' Jr.'s Chili Cheese Fries alooottt? Hmmmm.. I have something with fries. Especially soggy fries. Yes yes, I know... I'm a little weird for liking such stuffs. But, I just love em.. Hehehe. I would just wait for the fries to turn soft at times. And if u're wondering, it has NOTHING to do with my braces k? I can still eat stuffs with eat. Haha. =)

Anyway anyway, I think, I should cut down on my chili intake. That's because, to do "it", out of 3 times, I might be able to do it once only. Hmmmm... It's a lil disappointing but... I guess, I shud try. =)

Actually, I had a pretty good day today. =) Yes, I am in a good mood. There are stuffs that I wanna do and I've done some of it already. And I'm happy. Hehehe... But most of all, I wanna give thanks to Big Daddy. For He has always been providing for me and He will show me the way if I ask Him. I am really really really glad and happy for all the answers that He has shown me. I may fall and fall but up till now, He has been faithfully waiting for me and picking me up. And I'm soooooo very the thankful for that. And to you, thankyou alot lot for always cheering me up. You may not know the exact words to say, but it was always sufficient. And I'm really happy that Big Daddy made you apart of my life. =] I'm thankful for that. But, I will still pray... and be joyful. Hehehe. I believe, I am pretty "joyful" now.

Anyway, it's pretty late already and I shud get some rest. Tmw's going to be a pretty long day again. =) But.... I'm looking forward to it. Hehe

1 more thing... Before I sleep,

Blessed Birthday, BFF!! =)

Yes yes, I know... I have been MIA-ing alot. But still, I hope, u'll have a wonderful day today ya? Hehehe. Happy 22nd Birthday. May you continue to grow and walk closer with Him and may He continue to bless you abundantly. =) Have a wonderful wonderful day, BFF. And... Blessed Sunday! =)

check out my draft k? =] hehe.

Thirst-Day

2010-11-04T15:36:00.000+08:00

It's Thirst-day!!

Yeah, maybe... I kurang minum water. But I'm feeling kinda thirsty now. Hahahaha. Anyway, I'm writing this post to which 2 special peeps a Blessed and Happy Birthday. =D

The first one goes out to... The Barney Stinson from Penang...

*drumrolls*

Kenneth Mah!!

And the second one goes out to.... The mortal-of-mine who thought that I was too nice to be a guy... ~.~

Haiihhhh... Anyway....

*drumrolls*

Edmund Ng ~~Cheng Yaw~~ Yen Tung!!

Blessed Birthday to the both of you. Hehehe. May you both grow more and more. Like, literally grow more at the sides. Hehe. You both are so skinny!! To Kenneth, it's a pleasure knowing you and I really do enjoy talking to you at times. Your randomness and the speed of your thinking is... insanely hebat. Hahaha. To edmund, it was fun being your angel during malacca camp. And it was also nice to talk to you and play guitar with you at times. Continue playing k? And all the best being "Roger". X)

On the other hand,

I had a pretty relaxing week. =) Everything went pretty well. And although it's not boring-smooth sailing, I'm still glad for the stuffs that happened in between. Oh ya, to all those who are in Scene 2 & 7, I would like to thank you for the hardwork and the willingness that I saw and hopefully will continue to see. =) You all made me happy. Really. I really have no idea how to work it at times. But, I thank you for all the ideas on how to make it better. Btw, it's not about me, it's not about you. Neither is it about us. It's about Him. =]

So, let's continue on this journey ya? Hahaha. I'm starting to enjoy it more and more already.

HuuuuaaaAAAA!!!

We're almost there, peeps. Keep holding on. =)

Yesterday, was pretty nice. I'm glad it turned out pretty well. Thank you, for being so stubborn. Hahaha.

to you, = ] thankyou for making me smile.

Faith

2010-11-01T04:08:00.002+08:00

I need faith that can move mountains
Hope that doesn’t ever end
Even when the sky is falling
I need miracles to happen
Silent prayers get answered
Broken hearts become brand new
That’s what faith can do

(note that I change some lyrics to adapt to my feelings now)

I have no idea how. I do not know if I'm able to do it or not. But, I'm going to really, put on a foot of faith this time. I'm going to walk on water (not literally) when He ask me to walk on water. I may be like Peter who doubted when the storm and wind comes. But, I wanna have that child like faith once again. I wanna believe that I can do it.

I am glad I went to campus around 4 smth. I saw the J.O.F practice and I was really really moved and touched. They can really sing and I am happy that I was there to witness their practice. Although it wasn't their real thing on stage but their practice was really good. They were practicing this song and I am really amazed at how talented they are. = O

Full rehearsal practice just now was... pretty good. But, I dun think we're anywhere near "there" yet. We still have a long way to go and alot more practices to attend. But, I'll continue running this race with my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ who have the same vision as I have. =) Let's continue striving and running together k? Like the lyrics for this song...

Impossible is not a word
It’s just a reason for someone not to try

Let's not say that it's Impossible. Because if we try hard enough, with His help, we'll DEFINITELY do it right. Hmmmmm... For all those who feel tired, like me (hehe), let's not give up just yet k? =)

Maybe, someday..

=] for now, i'll still pray and wait.

Although I'm a lil tired

2010-10-30T01:53:00.001+08:00

I'll still update abit about what's been happening for the past few days. Hehehe.

Let's see... Hmmm. For me, this current sem of mine is quite a hectic 1. TT.TT
I've got like soooo many things to juggle. But I thank Big Daddy that He's still helping me get through it. Oh ya, I want to let you all know something pretty exciting. Hehehe. Next year, somewhere in February, I'm going to Sarawak!! Wooo-hooooo!! And i'm going to fly there. And you know wat?

It's my first time ever flying!!! Hahahaha. I'm really excited bout it. Hehehe.

Fly.

Hahahaha. But, not like that picture kinda fly la. But real, aeroplane kind of fly k? Hehehe. Really excited. =D to whom it may concern, pls do not kill me if i muntah muntah k? I dunno if i'm plane sick 1 or not. Hehehehe.

Hmmmm. That picture reminds me of something actually. The "cape" kinda reminds me of that day when I got that bump in CCC. Ppl ppl, I am proud to say that I'm the first person who actually bled after bumping into the hanging speakers in CCC. Hehehehe. Bangga betul. XD felt a lil dizzy after that but, it kinda proves that I'm no superman. But hor, anyway, hmmmm.... shud I get a new Superman T? Hehehe. Just a thought...

Hmmmm. So far, still surviving. I've learned alot of lessons this week and I like the Prayer and Worship Night on Tuesday's CF. Prayed with Kheng and it was really awesome. Sooo nice. Hehehe. I felt, blessed and happy. =) A quick "good job" to Jui and James for making it a pretty good one. =)

Oh ya, I'm slowly slowly (actually, very slowly) learning how to swim. Hehehe. Yes yes, ppl. I do not know how to swim. I've still got a long way to go. But, i'll keep on trying. =) to all those who taught me bits and bits, I thank you! Hehehe.

I should go get some rest now. Tomorrow's going to be another long day. But, I think it's going to be fun as well. =D Good night, world! But before I sleep, I'm going to share some pictures which were shared to me. =) I hope you like them.

Super Box Man!! = D

I need lots of this for this sem.

Oh ya, if you tak keberatan, please continue to pray for baby Joshua k? Hmmmm... I hope, he's alright.

Delta is not impossible.

It has been awhile

2010-10-18T09:55:00.000+08:00

since I wrote a post. Hehehe. I was busy maaa. Like, insanely busy k?

But, I thank God that intensive week is over and I did kinda manage to pull it through. Well, at least, nothing really bad happened except for that bump on my head yesterday la. XD Hahahaha. That was funny. Hmmmm. It kinda proves that...

"I'm no supermaaaannnn". =D

Hahaha. I tried to be, but, like lene would say "e-pig" fail. Hehehe.

Hmmmm. There're so much things that happened during intensive week and I don't really know where to start. We had vocal trainings in the morning. We had scene practices in the afternoon and night. We had lots of fun during almost all of our practices. Well, at least, I know I did. Hahahaha. Although some of them are very much draining and tiring but still, I am soooooooo thankful for those who were around. You all made practicing so much more fun and enjoyable. Especially all those crazy and mad parts. Oh ya, I kinda enjoy dancing around too. Hahaha. Although, I'm still not good at it. But.... I'll try... =] Hmmm. I would like to thank Sally, Edwin, Noni and Elvi for teaching me soooooo much. Yeah... I've learned alot and I think I still need time to process them all. Still pretty blur here and there. TT.TT

Anyway, that's all for now la. I guess. I don't really know what else to update already. So, I'll "put the pen down" for now and if I have the time, I'll continue to update k? For those who wanna come for ROC (yeahhhH!! that's our Christmas play's name this time), do make ur dates in December free k? =D

Juste ainsi vous savez, I miss dynasty, pizza hut and mcd too. = ]

Tim Someee

2010-10-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

I'm going to KL tomorrow. Hehehe. It will be a one day thingy. I kinda wish that James would join us this time as well actually. It... wouldn't be the same without him around. = \ But anyway, James, u have fun kat "Merlion place" this weekend ya? See you during Intensive week then. Hehehehe. And I'm sorry I ffk-ed just now. I just woke up. Hahahaha. X D

KL, here i come...

Ya rite... That's not KL. Hahahahaha. But, it's something like dat kan? That long long thing looks like the KL tower apa. X) Hehehehe. Yay yay! I'm happy i'm going somewhere tomorrow. = D

p/s: I wish you were coming too. = ]

Hmmmm... Let's see. Oh ya, my sister is having her PMR now. Today, would be her 3rd day of examinations actually. When I asked her how was English today, she said "oh... very easy". Hahahaha. I dunno why, but I think it's either English got so much more easier compared to last time or Elise mmg super pro in English already. Hehe.

I dun really know wat else to update for now leh. Hahaha. But hor, so far, my holidays have been pretty cool. And like wat Sally had said in her bloggie, "Eat Pray Love" is... not really a show to watch when u're really tired or when it's about 10pm at nite. Hehe. Like what Uncle Dexter had said 2 Sundays back, "the battle of the eyelids". Hahaha. Was feeling pretty sleepy also. But, I hope there will be a fourth. = ] Guys.... We should have watched Legend of the fist instead. The fighting is zuperrrrrrrrrr fake. But, hahahahaha.. it looks pretty cool know? X P

When i look you in the eyes,

my tummy starts to rumble... = P***

Oh my... Looking at dimsum pictures at this time.... isn't really helping. TT.TT huu huuuuu... I really am craving for thee. Will someone bring me? Unlike youuuuu, go dimsum tak bring me. huu huuuuu.. I shall mourn for 40 days and nites. TTT.TTT Hahahahaha. Kiddingg~~ = D haf fun at dim sum tmw ya?

Anyway, I think I should continue sleeping soon also. Tmw, 8.30 am bus but I'm going to be at the bus central pretttyyy early. Hehehe. Good night, world. = D

p/s/s: if u were asking me, u are my favourite hello and = \ also the hardest goodbye.

Yu phin

2010-10-02T16:52:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe. Today's a good day. Today.....

I became FREE!!! X D

Hahahaha. I feel so happy now. Walking out of the exam hall just now, I actually did a skip towards the exit. =X But, oh well.... = D Hahahahahaha.

Today, was my last day of my exams for this trimester. The papers were quite tough actually. TT.TT All were tough except for today's. = ] Hmmmm. Had a sudden thought of Sammie. = \ She, didn't manage to come for the MA and OB examination. = \ I hope, she'll get well soon and hopefully, she's able to take her exams sometime soon.

"Get well soon, Sammie! = )"

Anyway, these few days... Alot of stuffs happened. Some were good. Some were not so good. Yik How got admitted into a hospital. But he's out!! YAY!!! Joel fractured his RING finger, not index. Sorry for the wrong info, Sally. = D Hahahaha. Some of you all may wonder who Joel is right? Hehehe.

Ta-daaaaa.. Joel.

Joel is Uncle Rodney's son. He's naughty at times but still, = ] he's one of those adorable 1. BFF, if u're reading this, your little good looking 1's hurt. Do pray for him k?

On another hand,

Happy Belated 19th Birthday, Ame!! = D

Nahhh... Virtual Balloons for you.

Hahahaha. U're 19++ ad. So now, officially, u can go and watch those movies which are like 19PL or 19SG or those sort. XP Hehehehe. Hopefully, u did enjoy that little surprise that was MOSTLY planned by your good ipoh lang punya fren. Hehe. May Big Daddy continue to bless you. Do come CF at times k? = D You're really an awesome friend to have. Hehehehe. It was a lil scary at first, when James and I went to Ipoh and u were in the car there and we didn't really talk much. I thought you were going to eat me... TT.TT Hahahahahaha.. No laaa... Kidding only. But, I'm glad to have met you and thank you for leading us around Ipoh. Those times were great and memorable. Hopefully, we'll go there again someday. Btw, ur current FB picture... lenggg. Nice nice.

On another hand (wait, how many hands do I have? keep on "on another hand". Hahaha... Oh well.. =D), I had a great time talking and lunching yesterday. Lots of questions that I had on my mind became pretty much clear yesterday. Thanks. For clearing stuffs for me. Hehehe.

I really do feel... so...

Free... and...

Happy

right now. = ]

p/s: we'll set the example. we'll pray and wait. =] Happy Belated Pizza Hut Day.

A little troubled

2010-09-29T02:48:00.014+08:00

Today,

I received a sms. Which wasn't really a pleasant 1. =\

I got to know that Yik How, Sin Yee's brother, is now in a hospital. =(

Why is he in a hospital? That's because his platelet count was 0 on the 27th and increased to 5 on the 28th. And I, who was once in a hospital because of dengue, do know a little bit about platelets. Haihhh.. If I'm not mistaken, platelet cells are the cells that help stop bleeding 1. (do correct me if I'm wrong) And normally, the platelet count should be more than 150. But, Yik How's platelet count reached...

ZERO!!

= ( Please pray for him alrite? I'm actually, pretty worried when I read the msg. If his platelet count doesn't go up today, they said, there might be something wrong with his bone marrow. Goodness.... *shivers*

Do continue to pray for him and his family k? =(

Hmmmm... My final 3 papers for this semester is coming pretty soon. I'm still in the midst of preparing for them. = ] I can't wait for them to end. And I can't wait for my short holidays to start. Hahaha. After that, it would be super duper tiring but wonderful intensive week.

Oh goshhhh.. So many things coming up. @.@ Exams, comm planning, kl trip (hopefully), intensive week... Hopefully... By the end of everything, i may still be sane. Hahahaha. Talk about sanity.... Hmm hmmmm.. = ]

Had a great time studying with the peeps in FES these few days. Makan makan, study study, talk nonsense, sing sing.. Hahahaha... crazy stuffs but they were all pretty fun and memorable. Quotes Jui, "when we're doing repetitive stuffs, time seems to fly fast". Hahaha.. I agree with her. Hahahaha.. We neeeeeed much more "interesting" stuffs. X)

Besides all that, I had quite a good day just now. Got the "doodles" and the notes. = ] Thank you for them.

p/s: i like sundry day too. = ] hopefully, we'll get to do it again someday. cause i really do enjoy going grocery shopping with you. and i know you dun want me to worry. and i thank you for telling me about it. I pray that u'll always be safe. = ]

p/p/s: delta. = ]

Empower Me

2010-09-27T02:07:00.002+08:00

Nobody knows how weak I am

better than You;

Nobody sees all of my needs,

better than You.

And nobody has the POWER to change me,

the way I was meant to be.

Jesus be strong in my weakness,

empower me!

CHORUS:

Empower me,

like a rushing river flowing to the sea.

Lord, send Your Holy Spirit flowing now through me.

Till I'm living as Your child, victorious and free,

send the power of Your love,

empower me

Yesterday (since today is Monday already), I had a pretty awesome time in church. Before the worship session came to an end, I felt like singing that song. I was flipping flipping and then, I saw that song...

I do like that song. I remembered playing that song quite some time ago. = ] The lyrics, really are meaningful. Cause... it actually does reflect a little bit about what I feel.

Nobody knows how weak I am, better than You. Nobody sees all of my needs, better than You....

There are many times when I felt really weak. But = ] no matter how many times I felt weak, I am always able to find the way to get up again. And I'm thankful very much for that. But still, I dun really like the feeling of falling and keep on falling. It hurts. Hopefully, the more i fall, the stronger and closer I will get with Him.

And nobody has the power to change me. The way I was meant to be...

Not saying that I can't change for the better. But... there are things about me that I just.... can't change. I'm still struggling with it at times. Hmmmm.. But maybe, I could and should try and change my attitude towards stuffs. Forgive me. = \

Jesus be strong in my weakness, empower me!

I need His strength.

Till I'm living as Your child, victorious and free...

I must live my life like I'm really His child. And maybe, I've inherited some of His likeness as well. Maybe... But I do wanna be victorious and free... Sometimes, I wish I could just be free from it all. = \

but....

Send the POWER of Your love, empower me!

Again and again and again, I need His help. I can't run this race on my own. I need... help at times. And yes, almost all of the time, I have had help. = ]

After church was pretty fun too. We had youth and I learned that... I'm a blind man.. TT.TT huuu huuuuuuu...

Hahahaha... X D no laaa.. I'm not literally blind.

After that, came home for awhile. Rested. Napped. And then... went out to go get some stuffs. = D

oh yesss, I like yesterday alot probably cause of the outing session that I had. = ] thank you. It was really fun. Hahahaha.. Let's do it again someday ya? If... there's another chance la.

Actually, I also dunno wat I'm typing also... Just blurting out watever that comes to mind now. And.... I'm feeling all so lazy to upload any pictures also.. Hahaha.. Malas betul, adrian ni... Hahahaha..

Anyway.......

GOOD NIGHT / MORNING, you!!

I am weak. I can't change much about me.

But I hope, if Big Daddy's willing, may u like me as me.

Good morning

2010-09-24T05:15:00.001+08:00

you. Yes, you. Have a great day ya? = ]

I am free!!! for now... Hehehehe. I just finished 2 of my final papers and I thank God for keeping me calm while I do them. And also for keeping me still sane.
And to all those who have been praying, thankyouuu very much as well. Hehehe.

I think, I have something with pictures. I have been spending probably, a few hours already just looking at pictures. = ] I like pictures. All kinds of pictures.


Muffins make me hungry TT.TT


hehehe... pretty true. = ]

now that's... a crooked smile.. = D

To all those who are still going through the horror of finals (actually, i'm also still going through it.. hahahaha), may u find calmness while answering ur papers. Don't forget to pray pray and ask for wisdom k? And to James, I hope u do get well soon.

i like colourful ones... = ]

i'm going to bed now... good nite, you. = ]

p/s: every time i do this, it's special.

Last Week

2010-09-18T00:15:00.007+08:00

I had quite an awesome week last week. = ] I would say, last week was quite a Happy and Sunny week for me. Hehehehe.

Oh ya, I found out something really amazing. My sister, Elise... She can sing!! As in, really sing 1. I was impressed when I heard her sing "Introducing Me" by Nick Jonas without looking at any lyrics. The cool part was, she sang without any off-keys. = O

Yes yes, peeps... I have a sister who actually sings better than me. = ] I'm really impressed.

Oh wait, you do not know that song? Gooodnesss... Nvm...

ta-daaaaaaaaa

Yes, she sang that song. = ] Hahaha.. I'm proud of my sister.

I played the guitar while she sings the song. Hebat, I tell u. And while I was playing, I was thinking of doing a cover with her actually. But, shy la.. Hahahaha.. Nvm nvm. XD hahahaha

So many nice and wonderful things happened but I'm feeling a little lazy to blog about it now. Hehehehe. But to all those who made me smile last week, = ] I thank you all so much for making last week a pretty amazing one for me. I.... am truly.... Blessed. = ]

p/s : to whom it may concern, you still owe me 3 stories k? = D hehehehe

but I thank you, for making last week a memorable one for me.
= ] i smiled alot last week.

A great cover by..

2010-09-12T16:28:00.007+08:00

Maddi Jane!!

This young girl. TT.TT Super hebat. I heard this song on the radio again today. So, i thought of checking out the video clip. Mana tau, I saw this girl punya name. She did a cover for this song. Soooo nice... TT.TT I like her voice.

= ] I had a great time at church today. Hehehe. Blue Cotton On. = ] I finally know how it looks like. And plus, I also did had a good time during youth. Today's topic was about "love begins at home" and "home determines character". We talked about Joseph's experiences like for example, he was supposed to be killed and he was supposed to be left dead inside that cistern and finally, he was sold away.

There was something actually that puzzled me and made me a lil bit curious. In verse 2, it was said that he's a tell-taler. As in, he gave "bad reports" about his brothers to his father. So... from what I understand.... Joseph wasn't mentioned about his characteristics at the beginning. But then, while typing this out, it struck me.

Joseph was a man after all. He's a man with the ability to do wrongs as well. Just like me. = ] But not just me. Everybody. It actually did struck me that Big Daddy actually do use whatever people on earth to do His works. Looking at Joseph's life, it's quite impossible to think that something good might come out of it. He was sold away... BY HIS BROTHERS!! = O

But the story didn't end there. He later on became the 2nd most powerful man in Egypt.....

SECOND most powerful man!! After pharoah. = O Waowww... From someone who was sold away for 200 grams of silver, he became the man who collects silver and gold and was probably.... really really really rich. = O

So... I've learned my lesson. No matter what, like Joseph, I'm going to continue to trust Big Daddy. = ] He knows what's the very best for me and in His perfect timing, He'll show it to me.

Thank you again.... for listening to me yesterday. = ] I'm happy to have somebody to share it with. Hehehe... Feeling pretty H A P P Y right now. = D

Ah hwei did left me (not just me la... the whole bunch of us but i felt it pretty strong) a challenge... She challenged us to either be the ones that fall like the rest or... be the ones to "break the curse". I take that as a challenge and I'll give my best shot. = D

p/s : i like that random and short outing just now. = ] Although it was for just awhile. But, anyway......

Blessed Sunday, peeps.... = D

Good afternoon, u. = ]
Am happy to see you just now. = ]

It amazes me

2010-09-12T01:55:00.005+08:00

How can someone soooo mighty, so powerful, so strong, so big, so awesome, so majestic also be...

so loving, so caring... someone who will always remind me that i'll never be left out nor forsaken?

= ]

Was going through quite a valley just now and now, i'm currently back on track. There are many times when I feel un-equipped, un-enough, un-ready, un-adequate, and all those un-s. But I really really do wonder how someone so important would actually put so much effort on someone like.....

me.

What do I have that He treasures me so much? Human thinking, normally, we would treasure somebody if that somebody has something to offer back. But it's still very hard for me to accept the fact that someone would actually love me sooo much. =\ Dear God, wat do You see in me that I myself do not see in myself?

To you, thank you for listening.

Cos I'm no superman.
I hope you like me as I am. = ]

Drools...

2010-09-09T03:35:00.002+08:00

It's 3.37 in the morning and I'm looking at yummy dim sum pictures... TT.TT Man, I'm hungry... I have been craving for dim sum for some time already. Hmmmm.. Anybody wants to have dim sum with me someday? = ]

Nick Jonas - Who I am

Someday

2010-09-08T01:33:00.004+08:00

Hmmmm.. This week, pretty tiring and crazy week. T.T But, I enjoyed it lots. I enjoyed Friday and Saturday soooo much. Was soooo tiring but still, I enjoyed it super duper lots. Hehehe. Then, on Sunday, whole body aching. Now, still feel some ache all around but slowly, it's reducing.

I didn't really like Sunday. = \ It was... quite a "down" Sunday actually. Wasn't feeling the best of myself on Sunday. But like every other days, last Sunday has passed to. = ]

Devotion at nite was... alright lo. Am pretty happy to see Jia Tsing again. Hahaha. Had lots of doubt but am pretty glad that I did it anyway. = ] Thank God for that. But when pastor ask to write the 3 most important things on 3 pieces of paper and when she ask us to discard 2 of those 3, I have difficulty discarding that 2. = X Hmmmm... When that situation really happens... Am I really able to discard the other 2?

I've made lots of wrong decisions

Monday....
= ] Pizza Hut was good. Although it was a lil hard at first but I'm glad it happened. I hope... and I pray that may it be according to Big Daddy's will. Hahahaha. Actually, I know that it will definitely be according to His will 1. We're just following His flow. So, may it be according to His will la. Hehehe...

Go with His flow....... = ]

p/s : to my fan, this update is for you... = ]

we'll wait and see Big Daddy's plan ya? = ]

These Few Days

2010-09-01T09:52:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was the Independence Day. Nothing much happened but the previous day, TT.TT was definitely a day to remember and feared.. Hahaha...

Yesterday, 11 of us went and watched Step Up 3.

Step Up 3

For me, the movie was just alrite only. Maybe again, I expected too much. But it would be nice to watch it in 3D. The water part, the lighting part, the slurpee part. Oh... But i think I'm content with 2D. Hahaha.

The Slurpee Part

The L.E.D part

The Water Part

This water part kinda remind me of another water part in Step Up 2. Hahaha. And yeah, i kinda like the water effects in both Step Ups. = ]

Step Up 2 - Water Part

Hmmm.. Besides that, I just came back from Malacca Camp not too long ago. Honestly speaking, I wasn't really into going for the camp at first. I was dreading to go. I packed my bags like last minute and everything was in a rush. My mum did ask me to pack up wayyyy earlier but being the procrastinating me, I... wasted some time. I thought I had lots of time to spare but lil did I know that I actually do not have much.

Oh ya, before Malacca Camp, I went to IB Nite with Sally and Ame. It was quite fun. = ] But I do not really like the way the emcees talk on stage. Even though, one of them is a friend of mine. But I still do not really like the way they talk and emceed for that nite. Hahahaha. Aside that, everything was pretty nice. Hmmmm... Some stuffs happened that nite but it's all alright now.

Let's see... Malacca Camp.
I've missed last year's one due to some reasons but I'm glad I went for this year's one. Hahaha. Oh oh oh... We played the angel and mortal game and little did i know that my angel was Yi-Kheng. She was uberly nice to me. After the games on the 2nd day, she straight away asked Hui Lee to pass me a 100 plus. Super nice. I was in shock but at the same time, I was pretty happy as well. Hehehehe. Thank you very much, Goh Yi-Kheng. = D

And I got Edmund Ng as my mortal. Hehehe. I think I was a lil too nice to him till he thought that I was a girl. TT.TT maybe, i should just be bad and sabo him the next time. Hahahaha. Oh wait, the committees didn't announce that the angel and mortal game was over right? Hehehehehe. I feel pretty bad right now. X) Edmund Ng, just you wait... If you're reading this,

BEWARE... X)

Besides the angel and mortal game, I had an awesome time listening to Pastor Joshua K's sermons and sharing. He knows what he's talking about and the way he puts it was... really nice. = ] "We are arrows, not supposed to be happy just to sit in the quiver but to be shot out to a target. We have a purpose and our target is to be....?" (If you do know wat your purpose is, do it alright? Yes, you... The one who's reading this right now. = ])

Hmmmm.. Besides all that, I've been thinking about Pastor Joshua's talks and some people's sharing. That person asked me "Are you ready?". That hit me.

Am I ready?

I am probably not and I still got a long way to go. Nono, I'm not talking about sharing the Good News cause, for that, if we're ever going to wait till we're ready ready, when are we ever going to be.... ready?? Learning is a lifetime process and if we're ever going to say "wait till i learn and i know His Word very well first only I'll start sharing", then hmmmm... I was thinking... maybe, till we reach our final breathe only we would ever be ready. But we're supposed to go and give whatever that we're able to. With whatever we have at that moment.

Anyway, I'm not supposed to talked about that right now. Abit, terpesong. Hmmm. I was thinking about the "readiness" part. Am I mature enough? I dun think I am.

I... haihhh.... have still got a long way to go and I still got alot to do to even be "ready". How can i even equal to that? Looking at those pictures made me think. How can i really even think about equaling to that? = ( I mean, those pictures are nice but..... How can i equal to that? Am I doing it right this time? Will it be worth it? Will it happen?

There are so many questions... But for now, there are not so many answers. Who am I? Where do I stand right now? I'm feeling pretty lost right now... Maybe, I need "Peace" right now. Talk about peace, I was in "Peace" team in Malacca Camp and it was led by Janice Tan. = ] Nice leader, btw.

Anyway, I've been doing some reading and I'm almost done with a book. = ] Page 176, line 12,13 and 14. Good book but it's all just too good to be true. Hahaha.

p/s : i like elmo even more now... Hehehe... nice smelling... thank you, you... = ]

Dear you,
where do I stand?

Imperfect

2010-08-23T23:20:00.004+08:00

Imperfect

There's 2 ways at looking at the word "imperfect".

The first way... Is as it is already... Imperfect. As in, incomplete.
The second way, which is the nicer 1 is... I M Perfect. = ]

Last Sunday, Uncle Rodney talked a lil bit bout this and as he was preaching up there. I did some thinking and I realised that...

I Am Not Perfect.

Sad... But true... But after much more thinking, I realised that the word "Imperfect" actually also means "I M Perfect". This is because, I am an Imperfect Perfected by the Perfect One. = ]

So, for all those who are reading this. Do remember that you are made perfectly k? And everybody has different purposes in life. Do not compare with another person. That's because I SOOOO believe that Big Daddy created us all differently and uniquely. We're not made in factories where they used the same mold over and over again. We are all made differently and even twins are different. = ]

Like for example, how can u compare a guitar and a piano? They both gives music, yes... But the way they are both played are different. And how can u compare a piece of paper and money? Yes, they are both made from paper.. But they are both used differently. You use money to get stuffs and you write stuffs on paper. Likewise, do not compare k?

And to you, I know you can do it. Do not compare with the other 2 k? Just do ur best and leave the rest to Big Daddy. Seriously, dun compare. I am neither pressuring nor expecting too much. Honestly, I didn't mean to make it sound like pressuring. All I want is... for you to do ur very best. Yes, it's tough and it probably might get tougher. But do remember, if it's as easy reading the alphabets, we would rely on ourselves more. That's because reading that is sooo easy and we think we do not need help from anybody else. That's why Big Daddy's not asking you to read the alphabets. He's asking you to spell out words and when you do not know how to spell some words, you would probably ask help from Him. = ] So, do continue to grow and learn more. I know you can do it.

Imperfect Perfected Perfectly by the Perfect One.

I wun give up.

Bless the Broken Road

2010-08-21T02:17:00.006+08:00

It is important to me

Been feeling ups and downs lately. And by talking to a few peeps, and by getting encouragements from some peeps as well, I'm doing fine. It's hard to do what I do but I thank God for those encouragements. If you'd ask me if today was a fruitful day? I would just say "hmmm.. It was alright la." Because, there are times when I feel like it wasn't good at all but there are also times when I felt that "hey, today did went pretty well, didn't it? So, in my conclusion. Today... was just another day. A different day. But... oh well..

To whom it may concern, may we continue to encourage one another ya? Yes, it is hard and tough, but like Avril Lavigne once said, "Keep holding on". = ]

btw, picture was taken from ChenLi's tumblr.

p/s : am I causing u some pain? = \
I have to wait... I will not do things "my way" anymore.
hope to see you later. = ]

Happy T. C. Day

2010-08-18T23:50:00.004+08:00

It's not a secret.

Today was quite a long day. Woke up awal awal. Thought that today might not be so fulfilling. But, I went for the 40 Days Fast & Prayer punya praying session just now. I'm actually glad that I went. But, = ( it was a little bit disappointing la. Cause the numbers were really few actually. = ( Not saying that the number is too small. Good is because, it's easier to conduct lo. Bad is because, uhmmm... the number really is small lo.. Hahaha

Yesterday's sermon was by Pastor David from the ACTS church. He conducted his sermon pretty well. There's 4 Cs that we should know:

1. Conviction.
We must first be convinced that He's the way, the truth and the life. How can we convince others to watch a movie if we ourselves are not convinced that the movie is nice? Pastor David gave us the example of "Inception". To tell others that "Inception" is nice, we must first watch it ourselves and experience it. After knowing that it is good, only can we tell others that it is good as well.

We are called to be the salt and the light. And the way Pastor David puts it, salt and light CANNOT be ignored 1. For all those who were present yesterday, remember when Pastor talked about the rice and salt 1? Remember when he offed all the lights and we can still see that small LED from the amplifier? That incident actually made me think. When my friends are in need of help. Am I there to offer? Am I there for them? Hmmm... Food for thought.

2. Courage.
Do I have the courage to stand up? When people do stuffs which are not good, can I just leave them? Or do I stay and watch and do nothing about it? Can I stand up?

It's not easy actually. But, I'm still trying to live a life of testimony. What Pastor said was pretty true. When we're gone, will people miss us? Will they notice the difference of having us not around?

3. Commitment.
After having the conviction and the courage to do it. We should also stay committed.

Again, Pastor gave a good example. Let's say, if we pray for 364 days and on that 364th day, we give up. What happens if someone decides to do something on the 365th day and we're already not there? Hmmmm.. I'm not good at explaining but the conclusion is... to not give up la.. Hahahaha...

4. Continuity
We're supposed to be History Makers. Legacy Leavers. Impact Givers. Bar Setters.

Are we doing what we're supposed to do? Are we doing stuffs which the younger ones will talk about next time? Not about boasting one la. But, if we do not set the example, who are the younger ones supposed to look up to? If we do not set the bar high, they cannot go higher, they can only go lower. So, the question is... Are we being "The Examples"?

Hmmmm.. Yes, I know... Alot of questions and food for thought. But I felt, yesterday's sermon was a really good 1. We talked about the 4 Cs and we talked about how we wanna do this and that. I'm not pointing fingers at anybody k? I mean... Someone once told me somewhere that.. During "Fast & Prayer", Fasting without Praying is called "Diet-ing" actually. So, uhmmm... I felt the need to pray as well. Honestly, I myself went for the fast and prayer thing the first time today. Cause I felt the need to change. Dun get me wrong k? I am seriously not pointing fingers at anybody la. I myself was lazy. So, if I would refer to anybody, it would be myself first. Hmmmm..

For those who reads my blog (i thank youuuuu... hahaha... cause my blog not so happening 1), I am challenging you to be different now. I am challenging you to change. I am challenging you to come for the prayer meetings for the fast and prayer 1. I bet, alot of you all would say "Prayer is important" but are we praying? = ] I am challenging you (and also myself) to come for the prayer meetings. So, I hope to see you all there the next time k? If u need more information, do contact me or James.

Matthew 5:13-16

"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven."

Reminder: We are called to be salt and light.
We are called to be different.

So, for those who are reading this, uhmmmm.. I'm not forcing u to come k? It's just that, I'm here to help remind you of why u're placed here. = ] Do join us if possible k?

Oh ya...

Blessed Birthday, James Chong!! X D

Whatever I wanna tell u, I already did. So, u take care k? Continue to grow spiritually and = ] hmmmm... Seriously, whatever i wanna tell you, i dah told u... Hahahaha...
= ]

Still, I wish u were here...

Shhhhhhhhhh...

2010-08-15T20:03:00.015+08:00

One Republic - Secrets

The Lyrics for "Secrets"

I've not watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice yet but I am still keen to watch it. I kinda like this song actually. = ] Hmmmm.. Who haven't watch this show yet? Let me know k? I really wanna watch it before it's not showing in the cinemas already. T.T Despite knowing the fact that there are reviews that "the show is not that good" or "the main actor very kaku" or "inception's better", i still wanna watch it. = ] I know la... Inception is nice... But for me, inception was just... OK only. Maybe, again, i expected too much. (You all la... Tell me inception very very nice, see... come out, the show for me OK oni) X D hahahaha.

Who wants to join me? = ]

Hmmm.. Let's see... I'll do some updates. = ]

Yesterday (Saturday, 14th August 2010), I went for the IG Carnival organized by a couple of Scripture Union people. They were pretty awesome. Came all the way from every part of Malaysia to do this carnival. IG actually stands for "Inter-Generation" which means, the activities and the participants are individuals from all age. Literally. There were kids as young as 3 or 4 years old and there were also some not-so-young uncles and aunties. =P

We had alot of fun and seriously, ALOT of fun. Hahahaha. Incredible. I actually honestly thought that it would be pretty boring and i actually thought of not going 1. = ] But I'm glad, to have gone. So, lesson learned was.

"Just do it. You'll never know if you never try"

At there, I met Lydia and Kathleen as well. Was really surprised to see the both of them there. Hahaha. Oh ya, I saw Madam Loh Ev Onne as well. But, I'm not sure if I got her name correctly. But, she was my English teacher last time and she's also the CF teacher in SFI (hmmmm... I wonder if she's still the CF teacher). She's one of the nicest teacher that I've known actually. Walaupun I'm not that close with her. But she's really nice. I remember there was once when I went over to her place (i forgot wat was the ocassion d... TT.TT) and we had BBQ and the best part was... her two sons. Joshua and Caleb. = ] I totally adore Caleb. I got to know from Madam that Caleb had a heart problem last time 1 (if i got it wrongly, my apologies). But if I'm not mistaken, Caleb had a heart problem. Btw, Caleb is er... probably 4 or 5 years old this year. I enjoyed watching "Alvin and the Chipmunks" with that 2. Hehe. = D

Eh eh, terpesong pulak. Hahahaha... Anyway, back to the IG Carnival. X D

There were a few sessions, lots of games, a "club" and there were lots of "clubbers" and there's also..........

This game. Which I have no idea wat it's called.

Kah Wei also played.

The cool thing was.... Kah Wei played with a "goal" 1. Before the game started, we were saying "must reach to the end k? Sin Yee will be waiting here". X D And Kah Wei gave the quite-scared face la. Cause, not easy to reach till the very end 1 k? Seriously, after awhile, the bungee rope will pull u back and u would be pulled back with such awesome force. (Btw, i played and when the rope pulled me back, I ter-golek a few times... X D and alot of ppl laughed at me. Hahaha... I dun mind that)

See... His determined look... @.@

So, hmmmm... Did Kah Wei managed to reach till the very end?

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I call that... The Power of Love. = O

Kah Wei didn't just reach till the end. He even managed to stick both of those stuffs. BOTH!!! (I tried and mine just fell... TT.TT yeah yeah... miserable.. I know... TTT.TTT)

Aaron and Kenneth got to play too

In conclusion, I had lots of fun during the IG Carnival. *thumbs up* to the SU peeps for making the carnival a pretty awesome 1. = D hahaha

Hopes to go to Ipoh again... = ] someday...
and yes, I wish you were here...
= \

I can't wait...

2010-08-06T03:02:00.003+08:00

to get to heaven. = ] No... I'm not talking about suicide. Hehehe.. Dun worry. Cause if I do suicide, I wun be going to heaven at all. So, dun worry. I'm not talking about suiciding. I just... wanna get to heaven cause I got quite a lottttt of questions I wanna talk to Big Daddy about. So much questions. I still have not much answers for now.

"Is this God's will for me? Am I supposed to do it?"

"How would I know if wat I'm doing is His will?"

and much more actually. I've got lots of questions and I think I've written some of them down somewhere. Hmmm...

Choices... Why art thou so hard for me? T.T I can't decide. TT.TT

I recall watching a video clip from utube. That lady can't decide if to let Jesus be the one in control or not.
Jesus was like "U have to decide... Am I in control or not?"
and then her answer was like "I can't decide..."
Jesus smack her with the truth with "U just did... When u can't decide, u've already decided that u can't decide."

BUT, after the talk talk session with you, I think, I've found the answer already.

Hahahaha... Funny, actually. = ] It's pretty simple. Hahahaha..

I would not know, wat Big Daddy has in store for me. But I do know that whatever He has planned for me is for the bestest-est-est-EST already. = ] So, yes, waiting can be painful and hurtful but it's wat i can do. I thought about..

"If i wait too long, I might miss my chance... hmmmm..."

BUT all these waiting, is all part of His plans actually. His plans are certain and there's no wayyyy I can run from it. His will is PERFECT. And PERFECT means, there's no flaw or loophole, or mistake.

PERFECT

Perfect is His will. Hehehehe... This song suddenly pop-ed into my head. Hehehe..

Lil by lil, everyday
Lil by lil, everyway
Jesus, He's changing me. He's chaging me.
Since I made that turn about face
I've been walking in His grace
Jesus is changing me.

He's changing me
My precious Saviour
I'm not the same person that I used to be
Well, it's a slow going
But still, there's knowing (hehehe)
That someday, PERFECT i will be. = D

Call me childish... I dun mind... = ]

In conclusion, I'll wait. It was all planned already. I just have to follow His plans. How? Just by living each day to the fullest possible. = ]

If only I could...

2010-07-31T22:18:00.008+08:00

Kris Allen - The Truth

Trying to be perfect
Trying not to let you down
Honesty is honestly
The hardest thing for me right now
While the floors underneath our feet
Are crumbling, the walls we built together tumbling
I still stand here holding up the roof
Cause it's easier than telling the truth

I went out with my brother and sister just now to get some baskin robbins' ice cream. Oh ya, Happy 31st of July to u.. = ] We went to MP JUST to get the ice cream only and hor, by staying there for about 1/2 hour, TT.TT we have to pay RM2 for parking there. Hahahaha. But but butttt, it was all worth it. 2 Quartz of yummy-licious ice cream now in my freezer waiting to be consumed. = P No, the both of the quartz are not mine. I just have 1 only. 1 quart of peanut butter and jamoca smth smth. Hahaha.

...just tell you the truth...

I'm

2010-07-28T15:35:00.005+08:00

hungry... T.T i should go and look for something to eat. Hmmm... But there are nothing to eat at home but junkies. I know junkies are food as well but, in my case, they are not supposed to substitute my meals. haihhh. wat to do, wat to do?

U la... = (

Hahahahaha. I should have gone out and got something to eat. = ] Oh well, i'll just wait for the next meal then.

Anyway, yesterday was actually a pretty special day. Eventhough that person said that she doesn't like to celebrate "yesterday" = ] Hehehehe... Any idea who's that? Oh oh, she's studying in MMU also 1. Uhmmm.. If i'm not mistaken, Beta in Law. Hehehehe.

Any idea who i'm talking about? Think think before u continue scrolling down.

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Eunice Teo!!

Hehehehe... Happy Belated Birthday, werewolf. = ] May u run faster and faster each day and may u not just run alone but may u run with Big Daddy. Yes, I know, He's wayyyy faster (duhhhhhhh) but, do not let that stop u from running with Him k? = ] Continue to grow also. I'm not talking about sideways or length or horizontally or vertically or that sort. Hehehe. Continue to grow in love with Him, continue to seek Him more and always remember that, no matter what, He will always be your 1st love. = ] Think about it... He loves u even when u're not even "Lil Eunice Teo" also. Hehehehe. = D

I'm glad to have known you. Hmmmm. I'm also (in a way) glad that we're in the same CG this academic year. Eventhough.... eventhough... that. (u... do know wat i mean rite?) But I'm really glad we're in the same CG la. Hahahaha. Hope to be able to know you more and I hope you're having a splendid time back in JB and do have lots of fun at the Festival of Praise ya? = ]

God bless you, werewolf. = ] Blessed Belated Birthday. (eh eh, gt 3 Bs) Hahaha...

Smile peeps!!

p/s : eunice's picture was taken from her own blog. Hehehe. Dun sue me for "stealing" ur picture k? = P

p/s/s : thank you for not calling me "that name" = ] I appreciate it lots.

Revelations 21 : 7
..... and I will be his God and he will be my son.

Starts with anything

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Then, slowly slowly, I'll continue writing... = ]

I'm going through the "writer's block" thingy now. I... have not much to write actually. Hahaha. So, let's see... Hmmm... I think, I should update a lil bit bout wat i've learnt throughout the few weeks ago la. = ] Oh ya, btw... I'm on my midterm break now. Supposed to do lots and lots of stuffs but due to some problems (financially and parentally.. hahahaha), i can't really do much also.

But....... it's all good la. = ] I still get to do some stuffs. Hehehe. With my dad not around (uhmmm.. he's in S'pore for some business thingy), I feel much more free. I like this "free" feeling. Well, it wouldn't last very long but I sure do hope that it will be fun while it still could last. = ] Enjoy enjoy. Hehehe.

Alrite alrite, back to some sharing. = ]

There are so many questions that Dr. Victor Wong made me ponder upon. Hmmm... For example :

1. Is my love for God and His people growing? Or has it been stunted? How good is my quiet time? Once I loose my first love, I would loose... EVERYTHING!
2. Have I discovered the joy of giving without receiving? Even when there isn't any public recognition?
3. Was I disappointed when my contribution was not appreciated?
4. Am I, an encourager? Or an objector?
5. Do ppl tell me their problems? Do I tell ppl mine?

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6. Whom do I serve? The Lord? because of my love for Him? or...

people's recognition? Adrian, whom are u serving?

I admit, I am not perfect. I still have flaws. Actually, I still have lots of flaws here and there. But, I'm still learning to be better. Probably, I'm not learning fast enough but I'm still trying. I wrote in my lil book something which I think should be like my motto till I stop breathing. = ] It says..

"He must increase... I must decrease"

So, I'll continue walking with Him. Hahahaha. The nicest thing that He has ever said to me is "I will never leave nor forsake you. Adrian, neither will I put you to a test beyond what you can handle." = ]

= ]

In His time, it will. = ]

I'm still waiting for directions. I'm still wondering and pondering. I do not know when is the "right" time or shud I say when is His time, but for now... all that I could do is...

wait.

I may have missed my chance (hoping that I have not) but hmmmm... May it be according to His plans and timing la. = ]

I'm going by faith now. Uncle Rodney did share a lil bit more about "faith" and "foolish things" last week as well. By telling God, "God, I will cross the road with my eyes closed and I will have faith that you will save me.", I'm actually making a silly "faith". That "cross the road with my eyes closed" is not "faith" at all. That is actually an act of foolishness. Fanaticism.

Uncle Rodney did share abit more about trials. = ]

"Trial is like a tunnel. During the day time, when I go through a tunnel, I can't see the sun but after coming out of the tunnel, I can see the sun again. Going through trials, I may not see God along the process but after coming out, I can clearly see Him again."

I agree with that. Through many past experiences with Big Daddy, He has shown me that prayers do work (thank you who have been praying lots for me. = ]) and patience pays.

Psalms 62:8
Trust in Him at ALL times, O people;
pour out your hears to Him,
for God is our refuge.

Revelations 21:7
...... and I will be his God, and he will be my son.
= ]

Good morning and sweet dreams,
Ms. Pinky the Sall-E. *pat pat*
= ]

Cats

2010-07-21T02:59:00.008+08:00

Where do I stand?

Can some1 tell me?

if it kills me. it might kill me.

MSK

2010-07-14T20:41:00.004+08:00

Am so proud of u guys & girls. = ]

Last night, was MSK itself. I had a good time knowing the juniors a lil bit better and ALL of them are really nice peeps. I'm so thankful for the opportunity to work with each one of them. Hmmmm. Guys (and girls, of course), if I ever tersilap kata or if I was ever harsh among you, I would like to apologise k? =X I was only so to be serious at times k? I hope, no hard feelings. = ] I still do enjoy watching you all perform. Hehehe. U guys (and girls) were..

A W E S O M E ! !

Looking forward to working/performing/acting with u all someday. Hehehe. I'm so happy. To have that opportunity. = D

Cinderelly, Cinderelly
Night and day it's Cinderelly
Make the fire, fix the breakfast
Wash the dishes, do the mopping

= ]

From the Inside Out

2010-07-10T18:09:00.003+08:00

I was going through facebook and I saw twin sis' post on this song. And this song, is one of those songs which I love playing and singing with cruzie. = ] This song has meanings behind each sentences. And these lines, are not merely just lines. They all carry very deep meanings for me.

From the Inside Out

Thanx, twin sis. Eventhough u didn't literally share this with me. But still, in a way, u've shared it with me. = ] Haf a great time later ya?

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace.

Well...

2010-07-09T22:57:00.005+08:00

It sure is one superb week for me. Got so much stuffs going on and next week...

M S K ! !

Oh my... Am I prepared for it? I... do not think I am. Well, I am not doing much actually. Just watching. But I hope, everything will go according to plan. Huhhh.. It has been quite a busy time for me. But, I thank God somehow, I still manage to pull through.

Besides that,

I love my new CG. = ] I'm not saying that my old CG is bad k? (no, james... different CGs have different plus points = ]) But still,

I love my new CG. = ]

Joshua!! It's time to get our CG name d. Faster get one or i will start calling ourselves Zoo CG. X) Hehehehe. Oh ya, did i tell you all that our CG got our own theme song d? X)

(actually, I self proclaim that this is our CG song 1 X D)

Hehehehe. And yesterday, we had our 2nd CG outing. = D Yahooooooo!! Me likey outings alot lot.

That is because we........

ate yummylicous foods. = ]

We also....

Modeled. X D

= ] It definitely was fun hanging out with them yesterday. But sadly, not all of them were able to make it yesterday. Some busy busy with so many other things. T.T It's good la, but, for all those who can't make it for CG, do try and come a few times k? Cause, really, CG is really fun. I know, I know, in life, it's not always bout fun fun fun. But, I believe (I may be wrong, and if I am, please correct me.) and I hope I am not wrong but, even God wants us to rest at times. That's why there are such things as Sabbath Day and Selah. = ] So, if u are reading this and thinking about skipping CG, think again k? Hehehehe. I strongly encouraged that u reconsider. = ]

CG is FUN!! = D dun believe me? Ask those who were present yeterday. X)

Part of the "Zoo CG" X)
Joshua, we need a name.. X)

Gosh, I am actually, in quite a situation here. Haihhh.. I SHOULD have prayed and asked for wisdom from God wayyyyyyy earlier. Instead of... now. I should have asked how to manage all these stuffs before... now. = ( Haihhh. Nvm nvm. I shall ask for wisdom. I hope I can find a solution for this.

Anyway, tmw will be a good day. A great day. Got nth much except for the MSK practices and my my, the juniors and seniors have really put alot of effort into this. = O I am really proud of

ALL of them. Their hardworks are... worth smiling about. = ] I'm really proud of you all. Hehehe.. Many many many thanks to Cheryl, who is actually my partner in crime. She actually did most of the work. I just did some only. So, if MSK is a success, it's her hardwork with God's help la of course. If it's... messy and tak kena... = X that would be me. But but but, I really do hope everything will turn out fine.

That's all for today. But before I pen down (or keyboard down), I would like to end with a...

picture of myself and a ROXY model! X D

when you share the gospel,
make sure u live the gospel.
= ]
taken form ODB, 9th July 2010.

2010-07-02T02:00:00.000+08:00

Toy Story 3

2010-07-01T11:42:00.007+08:00

was good. = ]

Had a super long and tiring week. (which includes the previous weeks as well). Honestly, the workload is quite... heavy. But, when I asked some1,

"is it taking a toll on you?"

that person gladly tell me something which greatly encourages me.

"Don't hv to thank me. Furthermore, i'm doing it all 4 Him. if u noe wat i mean."

But it was really a good experience la. = ] I had lots of fun in between as well. There are lots of stuffs coming up soon also. And I still got alot to do. Haihhh.. Goodness, sooo much to do. I'm really starting to feel it already.

Tuesday's CF was really fun. I worship led for the 1st time in CF. YAY!!! And i'm actually feeling very thankful because honestly, I wasn't really prepared. There are stuffs that I wanna share but I didn't really prepare. Was a lil disappointed with myself but I thank God that He pulled me through. Was a lil nervous as well. = X I would also like to thank those who played and served with me. Thank you, sally, zijian, ryan joshua, yi kheng and james. You all played and sang well. I am thankful for u all. During games also was fun. Had the opportunity to talk with edwin and grace more also. Hehehe. They are fun peeps. The cool part of the game was we were all quite selamba and chill with it but we still won. Hahaha. I wonder how that happen. Probably, it was either Charlene's awesome leading or Jon's awesome ideas or the rest of us who just blend in.. XD hahaha.
I had fun on Tuesday. =]

Then, yesterday, we celebrated black blood's b'day. Hehehehe. It was quite a "sudden" thing but it all went well. Seriously, Big Daddy's perfect timing is really superb. We were actually about 20 minutes (or somewhere around there) late for the movie 1. But, when we arrived, ngam ngam the movie JUST only started. = D So, thank you, Big Daddy for that. The movie was nice. I had a great time laughing at the show and at the peeps. Hehehehe. For those who have not watch it yet, go and watch it.

After toy story, 3 of us actually rushed to my car to get janice's cake and pressie. Again, Big Daddy's timing was perfect. He brought the rain after we were all in the parking area d. But Sam got wet. =( Anyway, after rushing rushing, we did some Black Ops hiding and when Janice came, we all started the "Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappy Birthday song". Hehehehe. Janice was a lil surprised because she kinda knew smth smth was going to happen also d.

Happy birthday, Janice.. = ]

In conclusion, yesterday was quite a good and memorable day. = ]

I like yesterday alot. = ]

"did you fix buzz?" "er... sort of" X D "return of the astro..nut"

Apa yang kelihatan mustahil bagiku

Itu sangat mungkin bagi-Mu

Mujizat itu nyata.

Miracles do happen.

We'll Be A Dream

2010-06-25T21:52:00.004+08:00

Dream

Last week, was really a memorable 1 for me. = ]

I've got gifts from nice nice peeps. And I love em... Hehehe... Thank you, nice nice peeps. You know who you are, dun u? I really do love em lots. Thank you, jelly bean and si kaki panjang. X)

James 1:19
Wherefore, my beloved brethren,
let every man be swift to hear, slow to speak, slow to wrath.

The Meaning of

2010-06-19T12:01:00.003+08:00

"adssdsddsfswe wesewseaf". Can any1 guess? = P

Good Morning... = ]

P/s : hey you, dun you worry so much k? = ]

Philippians 4:6

Do not be anxious about anything,
but in everything,
by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving,
present your requests to God.

p/p/s : looking forward to Toy Story 3 and The Last Song and The Last Airbender and probably some others as well. Any1 interested? = ]

Good morning, peeps!!

2010-06-17T01:52:00.003+08:00

Can some1 please tell me where to get the baju that the footballers are wearing 1. The 1 which says "This time for Africa". Cause, I think it looks kinda nice. = D Hahaha...

From this video clip. At 1.12.

Today, is Thursday. Today, is CG day... Today, will be a good day... = ] Hehehehe.. A quick shoutout to my new CG Leader,

Joshua Tan Zhi Wen!!!

X D Hehehe... May God use u in many ways, CG leader... = ]

Please please please... tell me where.. to get that baju
X D

p/s : CG LEADERRR !!!!!!!!!

Isaiah 48:17

2010-06-15T01:24:00.002+08:00

I was going through some old verses and then, i saw this 1 in particular. Went to google and i found out something that kinda blew my mind...

To those who knew, Remember i posted smth on facebook which goes smth like :

i'll walk to wherever He wants me to go... = ]

And when I read Isaiah 48:17, it actually says :

I am the LORD your God,
who teaches you what is best for you,
who directs you in the way you should go.

How awesome is that!?

I....

2010-06-13T20:33:00.006+08:00

watched it again today. = D

Like what Eunice has already posted, everytime watching it again will definitely get something new. This time, i got something pretty cool.

There's this 1 part when Landon ask for his father's help. But his dad cannot do much cause he's a cardiologist (which i think he deals with hearts more 1). So, Landon just walked away thinking that his dad doesn't want to help. But after awhile, Jamie got out of the hospital and she got home nursing and it was TOTALLY funded by Landon's dad. Landon, knowing that his dad funded, go over to his place and knock on the door. When his dad opened the door, he saw Landon's face filled with tears. Landon didn't say much but just

"thank you" and "sorry"

and those 3 words, just those 3 words can bring alot of difference. His dad said

"It's alright, son."

and they both hugged.

What I could relate to that is, many times, I thought God didn't care and I often would just walk away after asking for His help. And probably, hmmm... honestly, I think... those times probably would have broken His heart over and over again. It's like, He's saying

"Adrian, I want to help you but, it's just not time yet"

and I being impatient would just walk away and try doing it on my own. Many a times, I have failed. Many many MANY times. But slowly, now, I'm learning to trust in Him more and wait for his further instructions. I do not really like the feeling. The helpless feeling of knowing that I can't really do much about it. So, this time, I'm going to go about it differently. All the past times had failed but this time, I'm letting Him take the lead. This time, I'll wait patiently. And I know (with lots of trust in me now) that, when I run back to Him, He's definitely DEFINITELY welcome me back with an open arms.

Anyway, the actual reason why I'm writing a post today is because of today's sermon.... by KAHWEI!!! = O

His sermon was based on Colossians 3:2-4.

Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things. For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God. When Christ, who is your life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.

1. Setting my mind on things above and not earthly things is quite straight-forward. But, it's still not so easy to apply.
An example : Mary and Martha. = ]

2. For I died and my life is now hidden with Christ in God is a little tricky. I didn't understand at first but then, Kah Wei gave a really good illustration. He shared about 2 Kings 11. The story about Joash. When Joash's dad (who is King Ahaziah) died, Ahaziah's mum who is Athaliah, killed all the royal heirs so she could be the ruler of the land. Imagine that!! Own grandmother kills every grandchildren of hers just to rule the land. How evil is that?? But, Joash's aunt, Jehosheba, kept Joash so he wun be killed. After 6 years, Joash was brought known to some ppl and then, Athaliah was killed. Good riddance, grandma!!
The conclusion is, like Joash, who was hidden since he was like 1 year old, we are hidden at first and when the time is right, we will "appear with Him in glory".

So, in the meantime, tunggu dan bersabar I shall be.

p/s : yesterday's incident, was not merely just a "coincidence". I agree with Jamie, nothing's a coincidence. = ] if u wanna know more, go to Eunice's blog and read k?

Awesome

2010-06-12T13:18:00.007+08:00

Got this from Sarah Alicia's tumblr.

No... I am not sad. I am happy actually. = ] I just find this picture quite... cool.. And it will be a waste if i do not share it. So, credit goes to Sarah Alicia Lai Hui Shan (who always say i spell her name wrongly). = ]

Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
Landon: What?

Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.

My sister's watching A Walk to Remember now. Oh, I do miss that show. I'm so gonna watch it again.

Dear God

2010-06-09T01:19:00.003+08:00

I still cannot tell my wants and needs...

Could You, please... help me decide whether it's a want or a need? Hmmmm.. Actually, it clearly is a want. Crystal clear that I want. But... still, there's that part of me.... That super stubborn part of me that can't accept the fact that "dude, it's a want". It's.... hard....

Oh my.... May You help me to accept the fact.

Hahahaha... On the other hand, Big Daddy, I owe You much... = ] And I will repay You k? I know, I know.. It's not much compared to my results that You gave me but... I hope, You would still accept my lil gift. You truly are

Awesome Beyond Comparable Description

And I am very very thankful for my results. Hehehe... I pray that You would be with those who are not so fortunate and may You continue to be with them and let them know that "it's not the end".

Dear God, I pray... You would help me and teach me... to give thanks in EVERY circumstances. I really need to learn that. EVERY. It is tough and watever happens, may it be according to Your will. = ]

Ipoh

2010-06-05T19:21:00.017+08:00

As some of u all may know, James and I did a quite sudden and random trip to Ipoh 3 days ago. Hehehehe. I like the idea of "suddenly". Hehehehe. It was quite..... random and not really planned properly. But, walaupun we didn't plan on where to go or wat to makan or wat to see, we actually had a superly great time!! = D And it's all thanx to the hostess. We stayed over at The Wong's and hehehehe, i (i dunno bout james la) had an awesome time with them. From the 1st day till yesterday. So sad that we have to go back home but it HAS to happen sometime also.

Hmmm... If u dun mind reading, I dun mind sharing. Hehehe.. Cause, I wun be uploading any photos. Why? Cause I tak da camera yang canggih ma.. X P Hahahaha.. (hint hint, nee nee.. X P) And btw, this post serve as a journal for me, actually. = ] hehehe.

On our 1st day,

I arrive early kat James place and kacau him from his tidur lo. He went back to sleep again and I still kacau him. Hehehehe.. So fun to kacau him actually... If u wanna know how and wat I did, hehehehe, ask me personally... X P
Then, after he bangun and wash up d, we went to have some breakfast with The Chongs at Jia Jia? I'm not sure where actually.. = X hahahahahaha... After breakfast we go to sentral lo. Little did we know, we're actually on the WRONG bus. The bus still heads for Ipoh but, actually, that bus that we boarded was the 10a.m bus. @.@ How awesome is that? Btw, our actual bus was the 9.30a.m 1. X D Hahahahaha. But hor, we were not completely at fault k? We arrived at 9.30a.m and I saw that there wasn't any bus there. Assuming that the bus is not there, we went toilet lo. Came out of toilet, wait awhile, ta-daaa... the bus came. So, the driver said

"IPOH IPOH IPOH"

and so, we just went up lo. That time, it was 9.20. We thought, waaaa.. We soo early. Hehehe.. Efficient... But then, the bus tak jalan. Till 9.45 like dat, 1 uncle came up to us and he was like

"Encik, ini tempat duduk ada orang punya"

And his muka was like pissed cause we were at his seat. I mean, if someone was at mine also, I wouldn't be happy la. But, wat's with the attitude? T.T goodness... Haihhh.. I tot Ipoh was going to be ruin. I was like "belum sampai ipoh, this stuffs happen d... TT.TT". So, we sat in front for awhile. Then, I went down and ask the bus driver lo. And when I showed him our tickets, he was like

"Eh, apa ticket nie?"

At that time, I knew we were already in the wrong bus lo... Then he took our tickets and went to the counter and ask lo. Awhile later, a man came and told us that we were in the wrong bus. But, he was nicer. Compared to that grumpy old passenger... Pfffftttt.... = ( That man who came and told us that we're in the wrong bus, let us stay on that bus. @.@ So nice of him actually. Hehehe.. So, we were on our way to Ipoh. = D Wooo-hoooooooooooo!! The trip begins!!

When we reached KL (yeah, it's a transit bus), there were complications and we thought we were about to be kicked off the bus. Since, we're both like illegal passengers.. = X But, fortunately, we were not.. Long story bout that.

While on the way to Ipoh, there was this old man behind us (probably in his 60s or 70s d), who had this super cool ringtone. Which I'm not sure wat it is but it was...

T E C H N O ! !

@.@ I actually didn't know that the ringtone belong to an old man till James "waow"-ed. Hahahaha.. And btw, the ringtone was super clear and loud 1. Must be some rich old man.

Then, when we reach Ipoh, we were picked up by Sally's mummy. She's really one of the coolest mum ever. = X Hahahaha.. There were a couple of incidents. She dropped us at a place where they serve really really nice and cheap yong tau foo. And seriously, the place there was suuuuuuuuper nice. The yong tau foo there all BIG BIG 1. Ate more than I could handle actually. And we had their ice blended red bean drink. Which was also, really good. @.@ In malacca we have coconut shake, in Ipoh they have blended red bean. Trust me, when u go to Ipoh, this is one of those things that u MUST try. = D I tried and I like it alot.

After that, Super Cool Auntie came and pick us up again and oohhhh waitttt... I forgot to note down something... Hehehehe. We met up with Amelia Tan as well. Hehehe. A really nice girl. She's also an Ipoh lang. = ] Thank you, Ame for guiding us around.

Alrite, back to story. After Sally's mummy came and pick us up, we went and beli some tau foo fa from Funny Mountain. @.@ Cool name rite? And seriously, that's the name of the shop. Tau foo faa was quite sweet actually. But alrite la. Hehe. We bought some kaya puffs also (i think). And super cool auntie walked the wrong way. X D hahahaha. Then when she realised, she walk back the right way and smiled. X D hahahahaha.. So funny and cooool.. = ]

After that, we got back to The Wong's Palace. Their place was really really nice and warm. I remembered James complimenting their home. = ] So nice. Hehehehe.. Finally, 3/3. = P
We talked to Sally's daddy for quite some time till her mummy came back. Hehehe. If she didn't stop us, I think, we could talk and talk and talk summore. Got to know alot of stuffs. About his trip to myanmar, his bestman, some stuffs bout Ipoh, and lots more. = ] Hehehehehe. Very.... educational.

Then, we lepak lepak abit with her siblings for abit. = ] That was fun. Hehehe.. Then, after that, we sent Jia Wei to tuition (apparently, auntie doesn't know Jordan). James drove, I just... cheer him from behind. X P After that, we went to have some dessert at the place where there are lots of dessert stalls. We makan some duck leg. Pretty good stuffs. One of those stuffs that u MUST try if u're visiting Ipoh. Oh ya, before that, we actually ate Ipoh's hor fun... Good stuff. MUST try also. X D Had some good laughs there also.

Sweet potato. Yummmmms

I'm not sure, but I think this is Lai Chee Kang?

Sally and her mum's ABC

Amelia's ABC. @.@

Duck leg wrap

The Awesome Soft soft Chicken

Fat Fat Taugeh not so Fat d.

Nice hor fun. Sally pro take picture. See see, got steam 1. @.@

After some food, we actually visited the train station also. @.@ The train station is really a nice place. The buildings all look sooo cool. Macam some white mansion. We actually, went there just for the toilet actually. Hehehehe. Tak tahan. T.T Soooo much water d. hahahahaha. And after we finish our little "business", we waited at outside for awhile. Mana tau, atas sebab-sebab tertentu, we waited...

Sebab Pertama.

Sebab Kedua.

but.... oh well, they got good sebab-sebab kerana lambat kan? X P Hehehehe.

Then, after that, we balik lo. Sampai rumah d, Enli was watching some show on tv. That girl ar, quite shy. But after awhile, hehehehe.. We had good laughs.. = D We actually stayed up till quite "early in the morning" despite telling auntie that by 7 we sure can get up d 1... = X hehehehe... But that staying up was... quite fun.. Hehehehe... We actually stayed up till an alarm clock rang. = X Hehehe...

We were watching INSiDE
Thanx, Foo... = D

Day 2...

Woke up at 10a.m. Jia Jian and Jia Wei's still at home. = ] They were watching tv and makan some nasi lemak for brekfast. Hehehehe. Had a little bit of chat with them. But they still abit shy shy. = ] So was I. Hehehe. After awhile, Amelia came down. Then after another while, Sally came down. They got up awal awal to register for their subjects. Nasib baik, still got some slots. X P sorry for not waking u 2 up earlier. = ]

After register register d, @.@ the time... We were already late. T.T We were supposed to fetch enli up at 12.45 and by the time everything's done, it's already like 1 smth d. = X So, fast fast go lo. Hehehe. That day, something happened which actually frighten quite a few ppl. But, fortunately, it wasn't much la. = ] Oh, I would definitely remember that day. After that, we went and had our lunch at er... some kopitiam? Hahaha. I'm not sure exactly where it is but, they serve pretty good food there too. = ]

Sorry, the food was too good to just see.. X P

Jian looks yummy too? X D

Hehehehe.... Thirty-TWOOOOOO!!! X D It was really fun getting to talk to all of you all. And getting to know most of ur birthdays. I hope I wun forget any. Old ppl, memory not so good d. XP

After lunch, we went to the Ipoh Parade to jalan jalan for awhile. To digest. = D It was fun walking around and taking some pictures here and there. And and hor, there was one moment when we thought Jia Jian was missing. @.@ And James was missing too. @.@ So, we made an assumption that James brought Jia Jian go and try on some baju. Hahahaha. (oh ya, we were in a clothes store, btw). Then, when I called them, they happened to be at the next door, checking out some dvds. Apparently, Jia Jian is quite into Naruto. Hmmm.. Kids nowadays. X D

Oh ya, did i mention that there was a "pencuriii"? X D Hahahaha. Nah, kidding kidding... Just enli. = ]

Introducing, The Pencuriii. = P
Hahahahaha.. Enli, Sally's sissy.

We tried on some specs too. = X

Those who were there

= ]

Lepas itu, we drop Amelia at her parent's office? Uhmmm.. Was it called smth like "TAIKO" ar? Hahaha.. Not sure. But, it's something like that rite? Do correct me if I'm wrong. = ] After dropping Amelia off and getting the directions to go back to Sally's place, we then followed enli to her dentist. She had a dental appointment on that day and the clinic was actually quite near their place.

Lepas itu, we dah la penat. So, we balik rumah lo. Lepak kat sana. Talk talk talk, watch some KICK-KE-TAS-KIN!! And talk talk summore. Hehehe. Very nice. I like it alot actually. After that, we drove over to a shop near Jia Wei's tuition place there for dinner.

Chicken Legs....

Some fried stuffs. Yummmy.. = D

Fishball and Meatball soup. = P
Super duper zuper yummy. Jun's favourite.

The cool thing about that soup is, to makan those stuffs in the soup rite, we need to...

ask for Jia Jun's permission 1. @.@ Hahahaha. But seriously, that lil boy is very cute and I would say, he's pretty matured also. For a boy his age, I was in awe when he said something. He said something like

"eh eh, since you all haven't eat before, each person take one"

He was referring to the meatballs and fishballs lo. I was surprised. He was willing to share his food with some of us. Waowww. Sally, u all have thought him well. = ]

Lil Kick Ke Tas Kin who has a big BIG heart.

His asam boi drink... Hahaha.. Nice nice

After dinner, we balik over to their place for awhile. Did some packing ups and some piano sessions with Sally and her siblings. Jia Jian is pretty good.. @.@ I did learn 1 song from him actually. Hahaha. And and and!! Jia Jun also knows how to play. @.@ WAOW!! He duet-ed with Sally the "Lu Xing Yu" song and I was really really amazed. He can PLAY!! @.@ Got potential to be someone pretty hebat. Hahahaha. After learning some from Jian and playing some with Jun, we did some piano sessions... Oh... Me likey those piano sessions. Can we do it again? = D Sooo niceee..

After those piano sessions.... = ( It is time..... to say..... = ( bye bye... Haihhh... It feels like time was really zoooooming pass very very fast. @.@ It's over already. Too fast... TT.TT I didn't really get to do much also. Nonetheless, I still had an awesome time. One of those times that I probably wouldn't forget. = ]

A big SHOUT OUT!! of thanks to :
1. Auntie Wong, who brought us around despite having to work on Thursday. T.T And also for treating us to sooooo many nice foods. I really did enjoy my stay there. Thanks also for the hospitality and for opening your home for us. We owe you lots. = ] And dun worry auntie, when it is time, I shall invite you to my "arch" dinner. X P

2. Uncle Wong, for sharing with us your experiences and those informations are actually pretty useful. Who knows? We might be going there for our Final Year Mission Trip. Hehehe. And all the bestman stories. X D thank you for that. And also thank you for sending us to the bus station, despite having to get up so early the next day. T.T Sorry for the inconvenience. But, thank you sooo much for fetching us. = ]

3. Jia Jun, for sharing with me ur meatball and fishball. And also for being my "buddy". Hehehe. U have been a really tremendous good friend. Also for being so nice to me and James while we were staying there. And also for sharing with me the 5 "skills" X D hopefully, when I go and see you again, u will remember me and the 5 "skills" la. Hopefully, hopefully. *fingers cross*

4.Jia Jian, for teaching me how to play that song. Hehehe. I didn't know there were more to that song. So, thank you for teaching me and for running around ur house? X D hahahaha. 27 seconds. Not bad... = ]

5. Jia Wei, for laughing with us in the car while we send u to tuition and also for talking abit bit. Hmmmm... Didn't really get to talk much to you but hopefully, we'll talk more the next time k? (hopefully there will be a next time la. *fingers cross even more*)

6. Enli, the pencuriii. Hahahahaha. Kidding kidding. Thank you for thirty-TWOOOOO-ing with us and for being a friend. = D it was nice talking to you and hanging out with you. ehehehe.. hope to see u again ya? and we can thirty-TWOOOOOOOO together-gether again. Hehehehe.. U were quite shy on thursday but on friday. hahahaha. That was fun, wasn't it? = D

7. Amelia, for bringing us here and there and for being our "tour guide". Hehehe. It was awful nice of you to spend some time lepak-ing with us. Hehehe. Hope to see u more often in MMU and not just in Ipoh ya? Hahahaha.. Funny thing was, we 1 whole year kat MMU, tak pernah meet and when at Ipoh, 2 days straight.. X D Hahahaha.

8. James Chong Wen-Rou, X D. Hahahahaha. For teman-ing me on my sudden wanting to go to Ipoh and also for willingly driving around Ipoh. = X I owe u man... = D Hehehehe. Really, it was really nice of you to teman me go. I think, it would be a weird if I go there alone. So, thank you very much for teman-ing me. = D

9. Papa and Mama Chong, for sending us to sentral so early in the morning and for treating me breakfast on Thursday and brunch on Saturday. Also, thank you soooo much for sending me home as well.

I think... that's about all rite? Hehehe. Thank you all for everything and I truly... truly appreciate it all. = ]

Thanx alot, James... = ]

X D Hahahahahahaha.. I'm leaving out somebody to thank for rite? Hehehehe...

10. Thank you, Sally!! for letting us stay at ur parent's place while we were in Ipoh and also for suddenly agreeing to let us come over. I know I know, it's... quite short notice and we didn't really plan well. I'm sorry.. But, I really have no idea wat's good or wat I wanna visit in Ipoh. If we ever go again *fingers cross*, we'll be more prepared and we'll let you know earlier k? Hopefully that wouldn't be our last la. Really would like to visit Ipoh again someday. There are soooo many other places and food that I still wanna go and visit. For example, St. Michael's and the Pologround. Oh, I miss Ipoh already. = ] No wonder u want to go back everytime. X D Hahahaha. Now, i know why. Anyway, thank you very very VERY much for being such a nice hostess and for everything. = D And I mean, everything = ]

Thank you, both!!

A.S.A.P.

2010-06-02T23:49:00.004+08:00

I did my quiet time today and... A.S.A.P. which actually could stand for

Always Say A Prayer = ]

I know... I know... I have not given my best... Someone once told me "i did not give my best, because giving my best means working hard since the start and not last-minute-hard-work". (note that those were not the exact words but, the meaning is there)

But, all that i can do now is. Wait. Hope. And believe that He has a better plan for me. No matter wat the outcome will be. Hmmmm... Through this, I can say "Lord, I am helpless. But, I am putting my hope in You now. If I make it through, it would only and ONLY be because You are super duper zuperly gracious to me. And I'm not trying to bodek You. But it's true. You are my only hope now. Even if I do not make it, may You use my mistakes for Your glory. May it be true that when I am weak, You are strong."

And I would also like to share a poem (i think it's a poem la) from the ODB.

Something happens when we pray:
Powers of evil lose their sway,
We gain strength, and fear gives way-
Therefore, let us pray.

Be still, and know that I am God.
Psalm 46:10

Almost... Bulletproof...

2010-05-31T02:00:00.000+08:00

Wheeeeeee... = D hahahaha.. We played paintball yesterday... Had a couple of bruises here and there but hopefully, they will slowly heal la. = ] The cool part (for me) about paintball yesterday was... The fact that i became "almost bulletproof". I shall elaborate abit.

After the 1st few rounds yesterday, we went back to the shack to rest abit. Upon resting, one of us (sharma, weijin, fefe, wilson, shulynn, manling, ashley, ju, chenli and i) said

Dude, why are there pallets on your shirt?

So, I check my shirt. Indeed, there were 2 pallets sticking on me. And joe (the marshal who's sooo friendly) said...

U nie macam wing chun la, boleh absorb pallets.

I was dumbfounded for awhile but then, I find it pretty cool. :D to have pallets sticking on you? How often does that happen? Hehehe..

See see, cool rite?

But that wasn't the end. After finishing our last game, some1 said there was 1 more at the back of my shirt. ~.~ goodness... I shud really find out how did I do it la. Maybe, I could teach some of the army ppl. Instead of being shot, they could absorb the bullets. Hahahaha...

Hmmm... talking bout bulletproof, and adepting from "Fireproof",

Bulletproof doesn't mean the "bullets" wouldn't come. It simply means, the ability to withstand and endure it. Hmmmm...

I wanna be bulletproof. I wanna withstand those "bullets". I need to be patient. = ] I can be patient.. Hehehehe... I will be patient. But I need help. So, would u help me, Lord? to be patient?

nuff said.

On the other hand, badminton today was FUN!! Seriously. I dun think I ever had much fun like today. = ( Walaupun I lost most of the time but, hey, loosing is part of the game rite? (trying to make myself feel better) But, I've learn some stuffs today also. I mmg not pro 1 but still, I enjoy this sport alot. Hehehehe..

Oh oh, besides the fun fun stuffs. I'm actually, pretty worried (hmmmm... that's not rite). I'm very very worried of my results. Haihhh... I tried my best d (from that point of time, I really did try my best d). Hopefully, I will be able to pass all lo. = ( Haihhhh... If u're reading this, could u (yes u) please pray for me? Pray that, I will have a heart to accept watever results that I may get? Please... = \ Thank you..

Good morning

2010-05-28T11:45:00.003+08:00

While it is still morning... = ]

Good morning, peeps. Feeling quite... happy today... Hehehe... So many things to do... Huuhuuu!!! Bring it on, world!! = D Hopefully u all are having a great morning too. = ]

S . M . I . L . E peeps!!

Nooooo~~~

2010-05-27T17:13:00.005+08:00

Dun eat me... TT.TT

Not so happening today... = ( Got up at 12.30pm. But not so bad rite? Compared to... 1pm.. X P

It was because of last nite laa... Slept so late... TT.TT But, i did not regret sleeping late last nite. I enjoyed myself actually. Hehehehe. Let's do it again... = D

Today.......... is Thursday....

I felt pretty happy this morning. Hehehehe. I shall continue.. feeling good about it...

Oh... I crave for a cup of you...

p/s: come home for Christmas, will ya? = ]

It has been awhile

2010-05-26T13:02:00.008+08:00

Since I updated my blog. TT.TT forgive me peeps... I was really busy preparing for my exams and also then there was IF camp and after that, committee planning. And also, not to forget the upgrading of my blog. = D

See see!!! Nice rite? X D Hahahahaha... But I did not do the upgrades la. = ]

Now, I shall blog about some stuffs that have just passed. = ]
We shall start with... this picture...

Can any1 guess who's stepping on James? X P

There was a day when we've decided to go and check out Ocean Palms. A place at Klebang. We went there because of committee planning la. Go there to check the place and see if it's worth our money or not lo. Uncle Robert Chong (James' dad) is uberly nice to us. I shall not say why cause, it's not so nice if someone else finds out. Hahahahaha. But in conclusion, he was uberly nice to us. = ]

Thankiuverymuch, Uncle!! = D

This, is kakak lene. Our humble kakak from Indonesia. X D

James... doing his thing.. X P

After that, there was... The Mother's Day celebration at Taman Sayang Selasih. It was fun. I wasn't supposed to be there also 1. But I went there eventually also. = ] I'm actually glad I went there lo. Walaupun I didn't really do much also. But I had some fun helping the kids out with their Mum's Day card. They are all sooooo kiutttt... Especially grace. They hor, were all so happy to make cards for their mums and when they were asked if they needed help, they were like "no neeeedddd... i can do it"

This is wat they were supposed to make.

This is grace. Cute rite? Cute rite? X D hahaha..

Ta-daaaaa.. The output. = D I helped abit k? = X

This is wat she wrote in her card... Sweet rite? = D
*note the word on top of her "dad"*

This is the girl who said "no neeeedddd.. i can do it"

And then, during my 2nd week of exam, my BFF came down!!! X D yay yay!! We spent some time together and it was fun doing all those catching ups with her. Hehehehe. = D I did intro her to Sally as well. I think hor, they bond quite quickly. I think, it's really, a November thingy.. = X hahaha...

Adrian, Sally, Christine = ]

She would be coming down again!! Next month. And, hopefully, we could hang out again and hopefully, this time we have more time. = ] Hehehehe.. Looking forward to that.. = D

And and and and.... 2 weeks ago. Friday. We celebrated NeeNee's birthday. Blessed Belated 24th birthday, NeeNee... = D i hope that u'll get ur 5 months bonus A.S.A.P... X P

Ta-daaaaa... Elvina's creation... = D Niceeeeee

I saw this car. Window smashed. @.@

After that, there was... IF camp.

To be honest, I wasn't keen about IF camp at all. I did my packings like the morning before only. Everything was in a rush and I thank God that I didn't really forget anything lo.

The food there, looks simple, but was really really nice.. Seriously..

The "hammock".

I wonder who's the angel.... hmmmm..

Victor Kee kena "blessing". X P

The cyberians... = ] u guys/girls are awesome peeps!!

I had soooo much fun at IF camp. Hahahaha. Now, I even wonder why I tak nak pergi at the 1st place. The peeps there are awesome!! The food there... (I rest my case) My groupies... Oh, they are too awesome beyond description!! I had sooo much fun with all of them.. Especially during our based games. So nice... We took it sooo cool-ly and walaupun we so selamba, we still won the watermelon game.. @.@ How did that happen? Lol... So fun la... Walk slowly from base to base... Milking our cow.. X P the "fire burns everything" game.. Ahhhh... Awesome peeps.. I'm so gonna miss u all... = ] Awesome memories...

And then, there was... Yesterday... Oh, yesterday nite was really quite an awesome nite. I had so much fun last nite.

We (AwesomeAdrian, JonYeap, SamGan, AaronGoh, JoshuaTan, Annna, Kheng, Fel and Lene) watched Shrek together-gether and we had lots of fun during our fellowship session hor? All the funny funny stories and the ghost stories and the funny ghost stories... X D hahahahaha... I had a good time yesterday. Thank you all!! = D

Not bad... = ]

And you!! Faster come back home for "Christmas" k? >.< dun keep on "wait til i come back....."

p/s : make sure u know when it's a him or her k? X P

Credit goes to...

2010-05-25T17:52:00.003+08:00

U know who u are... = X thank you so so soooo much...

As to all those who do come to my blog and read at times, I'm sorry cause my blog have to be blog-lock-ed for awhile... See see, nice rite? hahahaha... Thanx to Lady in skirt on a Sunday... = D hahahaha.. I can't thank you enough... = ]

I'm really happy with the changes. I have been trying to change it for so many times already and I actually failed all the time... = ( but, u've helped me with it and i'm really thankful.. hehehe.. i really am.. So happy, so happy, so happy.

Hahahaha... The last few days was quite tiring but I really did enjoy it alot lo. I will write more about it when I feel like it k? For today and for this post, I would just wanna say, thank you alot lot lot. And I really do appreciate it alot. U gave my lil mentos wat I couldn't give... = D

I love this song!! X D

Hehehe...

2010-05-12T02:40:00.002+08:00

Me likey~~ U likey?

I'll...

2010-05-07T00:52:00.008+08:00

leave it all to God.

I had my 2nd paper today. It wasn't easy. = ( But, whatever results that may come my way, I shall accept it and I pray that God will give me a heart strong enough to accept it as well. Ugh.... My flu... Wrong timing... But, I did wat I could already. Hopefully, it will turn out all right la..

*fingers cross*

Anyway, today's Foo's b'day!! Hehehehe.. Blessed Birthday, Foo... = D

Oh oh, I wanted to share something that Jia Tsing shared last Sunday at CCC. = ] Something that we all know but the way Jia Tsing put it, it's eye-opening.. It is called...

The Fishtank Story...

And here it goes...

Once upon a time, in a land far far away, there lives a teacher...

Ok, I shall not crap crap. But, there was a teacher. She thought of ways to teach her class about God and how humans are destroying the earth. So, one day, she brought a fish tank to class and ask her students to make stuffs out of paper and put it in it.

Some of them made, trees. Some of them made, humans. Some of them made fishes and butterflies and all the things of the earth. After they finished making all those stuffs, she asked her students :

"Class, does the fish tank look good now?"

And they innocently replied :

"Yes, Teacher!!"

The teacher then, takes one of the paper humans and play play around with it. She took one of the paper humans and dipped it into water.

And that made the students cry out :

"Eh, teacher teacher... DUN!!!"

And the teacher puppet-ed the paper human and say :

"Why cannot? It's ok 1 wat? It's sooo hot here.. Dipping in the water awhile is ok wat?"

And after she dips the paper human into the water...... hehehe, u can do the maths rite? Paper? Water?

After that, the teacher takes another paper human and play play with it again. She puppet-ed it again and this time she say :

"The weather is sooooooo cold... Brrr.... Unbearable, I think I wanna go stand near the fire there to warm myself up la"

Then, the students replied :

"NOOOOoooooooo... Teacher, stop spoiling our hard work and arts... TT.TT"

The teacher replied, still puppet-ing the human paper :

"But I feel so cold, it's ok 1 la.."

The students replied again :

"But you will catch fire, dun stand too close laaaaaa"

"How would u know?" - the teacher replied..

Frustrated, one of the kids stood up and said :

"That's because, we made you that way and we know wat's best for you"

Very often in life, we would think that we know wat's best for us. But, do we really know? Often in life, we make mistakes. Do we still really know wat's best for us? Often in life, we regret the mistakes that we've made. Do we still really really know wat's best for us?

This story really hit me hard last Sunday when Jia Tsing shared and I felt the need to share with you as well. There are so many times in life which I have regretted and there were times as well when my over-confidence have brought me down to earth. Many times..

Anyway, I've learnt the hard way and I'm trying my best to go through it now.

If I say, 'I will forget my complaint,

I will change my expression, and smile,'
Job 9 : 27 = ]

Have I told anyone that I like honest smiles? = D Cause I really do like to see ppl smile. Especially when I *pat pat*. Hehehehe... Smile even more k?

Some notes from Uncle Dexter's sermon a few weeks back...

1. Why does it say God's love is wide?
It is wide enough to include EVERYBODY!

Good news is... God loves me... = D
Not so nice news is... He even loves my enemies... = (

2. How long? Why does it say God's love is long?
It is long enough to last forever & ever & ever & ever & ever...

In human relationships, like the gf bf and spouse materials,
It always starts with "bling here bling there, darling here darling there"
but it will end with baling here and baling there when they start fighting and start baling...

Make sure, u dun have these things after u're married at home.

Uncle Dexter sure is funny... Hehehe...

God's love is not based on conditions of our attitue but it is consistent. It is unearned and it is also undeserved.

3. How high? Romans 8:30
God's love is high enough to be EVERYWHERE!
There's no place that I could go where God's love is not there. We will never be separated from God's love. NEVER. His love is everywhere.

4. How deep? Psalm 40:11-13
God's love is deep enough to meet my needs.
His love is not shallow. No matter how deep our problems are, God's love is deeper still.

JUST TRUST HIM!!

But God demonstrates his own love for us in this:
While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
Romans 5:8

p/s : thank you, for giving me medicines... = D u're the best!!

My letter to God

2010-04-23T02:12:00.006+08:00

I will trust Him in everything... er.... let me rephrase that..

I WILL TOTALLY TRUST HIM IN EVERYTHING...

Dear God, I know that (and I have experienced it) whatever plans you have for me is for the best. And I pray that whatever you have in mind for me (although I might not like it), I will accept it with a willing heart. Haihhhh... It's hard to accept it if it's true... Honestly speaking... If it's true. But, I pray u'll give me the wisdom to accept it. (This is not about committee k? Hehe. Smth else)

Talking about committee... I have been given the TreasureR post (thank you, LingLi for explaining to me about it like soooo many times... Hopefully, I can do well.. =]) Gosh, being in the committee means, serious... Means, I have to be much more serious now. I hope this feeling stays. It's gonna be fun this 2 sems... Hehehe. God, I pray you will help me to help ur ppl here in CF. May this feeling carries on and may I serve u the best I can.

And God, I would also like to pray for...

The CF

I would like to thank you for such an awesome year and I pray we will all grow spiritually and we will walk closer and closer with you. I would also like to pray that You will continue blessing us and may we not be stingy and do share Your Word to everyone. May it be when other ppl see us, they will see abit more of You instead of us.

Also, not forgetting..

The Graduating Seniors

I would like to pray that these seniors will continue walking with You as well. They are all going to their next phase in life which is the "working life" and may it be tiring and hectic, I pray that these seniors would still have time with You. I pray that they would not neglect it and may You continue showering blessings upon them as well for they have been an impact in our lives (especially mine). For those advices, scoldings (i know it's for my better), encouragements, time spent and etc etc... These seniors will be remembered and God, do continue to be with them k? = ]

I would also wanna thank You for...

Our Easter Celebration

which was like last week. I thank You for my friends who came. I thank You for the attendance that night. It was overwhelming!! I pray You will help me to be more like You. Lord, help me to be less like me and more like You. I earnestly pray for that.

I would also like to thank You sooo much for

The RubberBand and RubberFans!!

Those who played that nite were all superb. Although they didn't win that nite, we know they did their best and well, they are all winners in our hearts. Right, RubberFans? = ] We pray that these peeps will continue serving You no matter where they are and You do continue to bless them.

Nuel/Brokoli said smth which is really inspiring... He said

"you know the feeling to have this lots of support from y'all.. it's priceless"

I would also like to thank You for..

My Beloved Friend and CG leader,
James Chong Ern-Rong

Many times he feels that he has not done his best and how sucky the output of his work was. But little does he know that most of the time, he did it so well and how he didn't wanna trouble his members. By going out to buy the BBQ items just now. And also, getting help from his mummy to buy and marinate the chicken. Also, looking for the items that we needed and getting them all ready. Many times his mum baked for us and many times, he covered most of the cost. Dear God, I would like to thank You so much for this friend of mine and I pray that You will continue to work wonders in his life. =* ) May he walk closer with You and may he give u the best as well. May You continue to bless him everyday of his life. = ]

James, u are THE MAN

1 last prayer item before I go to bed. Dear God, I would really really like to pray for Sally. May she be allowed to stay here in Malacca with us. May You help her get a place here. She's really going by faith now and the results of her staying here will only be out so long more. But I pray that, whatever the result may be, I would like to pray that if it's good, we thank You for it. But if, if.... if....... she's not allowed to stay here, may we accept it... with a willing heart... = ]

May Your will be done
Luke 22:42

Mulan

2010-04-17T01:19:00.003+08:00

= ]

I do like this Disney's cartoon alot. Er... I can't really explain it.. But, i like it alot. = D

And also, this song!!

(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

BE A MAN!!!

p/s : she doesn't even need make up for me to know that she's pretty. = D

While bathing just now...

2010-04-16T22:59:00.004+08:00

I thought of something really fruitful. I'm going to share abit on how Important Devotion is.. Hehehehe... And yes, that means, praying and reading His words. (i know i know, i'm not the perfect example of the best Christian but... i still wanna share)

Alrite, take a moment of think about 1 person. This person, must be someone whom u really really love. Or even, "like" oso can... This person is someone u really do treasure alot. It could even be a crush or some1 whom u really do like to be with but... u just can't...

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Do u have that person in mind? If you do, carry on... = D

Alrite. Now, imagine this. This friend of urs, suddenly doesn't talk to you. He/she just pretend that you're not there. He/she ignores you, doesn't wanna talk to you, talks to everybody else but you. How would u feel?

I...... have been in that situation many times actually. And that feeling really sucks. Really, it does feel very very very bad. BIG TIME. Haihh... I wished that person would talk to me and not to others. I wanna be selfish, but I know I can't... That feeling sucks...

Now, this hit me pretty hard just now...

Wat would God say? We would spend soooo much time doing other works except spending some time talking and reading about Him. We spent too much time doing so many other things. For example, our work. We worked soo much till sometimes we're too tired to spend some time with Him. Doesn't that happen to all of us? Does it happen to you?

Imagine this also. Wat would God feel? Wouldn't He be....

Heartbroken???

He loves us sooo much but all we care about at times are our works? I know there are alot to do. But is it too much till we have to neglect our quiet time with Him? The only time when He get to talk to us through passages and prayer? My question is...

"Is it worth sacrificing our quiet time?"

I'm not saying I'm any better. The reason why I'm sharing this is because. I felt the guilt and I do not want you to feel wat I am feeling ma. I hope.. This would encourage you. And when I say you, I meant, all of you actually.. = ] It's only meant to encourage you k?

I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

We had

2010-04-09T01:42:00.004+08:00

Hahahahaha.. Not exactly la. But, something like it. We ran around DP today.

No, i didn't run around like a mad person (actually, i did run around like a mad person). I ran around with an aim 1 k? Haha... It was fun running around like that but hor. If run aimlessly, ppl might say I gila 1.

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OK LAAA... I admit la.. I mmg abit gila 1... TT.TT

Anyway, I had alot of fun running around today la. Hehehehe.. I wanna thank all the CG leaders for organising it. I know, it must be pretty tough to orgainise it at such a big scale... They deserve three cheers... So...

HIP HIP HOORAY!!
HIP HIP HOOOORAY!!!
HIP HIP HOOOOOOORAY!!!!

Hehehe.. Well done. I had lots of fun. And JILL!!! I'm sorry.. I really didn't know that i was supposed to do the blindfolding thingy... I just took it and continue running. Hahahaha...

On the other hand, TTT.TTT Sorry to Sally and Ah Sou the Werewolf aka Hairy Starfruit for lying about.... you know wat... I wun lie d.. Sorry sorry sorry sorry nikka nikka nikka pajo pajo watever laaa.. hahahaha

Hmmmm.. Easter on Tuesday during CF was nice... But it all happened so fast... @.@ I am still glad and happy u all turned up for it. Hehehe. Thank you all for coming... = D

Gosh, time is passing by so fast...

Wat am I doing here?

What have I been doing?

Was everything good enough?

Was everything that has been done worth it?

Hmmmm... Time really zoom zoooooooommmmss away like one who would have said it. Oh gosh... I need guidance. I need strength to face that fact. I need to know. I do not want these things. I need.

Which way??

A part of me died when I let you go...
Lifehouse - Blind

This reminds me...

2010-03-27T18:04:00.003+08:00

of my grandma... = ] Man, i love that lady so much...

Well done u 2, good cover.. = ]

My grandma... A person who raised me up when I was younger. Literally. My parents are both working ppl ma. So, my grandma was the 1 who took care of me since I was borned till I am about 4 or 5.. I think. Not so sure bout the age but I'm sure she did took care of me.

I still remember waking up early in the morning and walk to the dining table, that old wooden and round dining table, and have my breakfast there. Normally, she would have half boil eggs all ready for me to eat 1. And the best part is. Those eggs were fresh!! Hehehe. Cause she used to take care of chickens. And she got alot of them! There was this 1 time when I sat with her and she would hand me a baby chic. I still remember that yellow furry thingy. Hehehe. Awwww... Those were the times.

I still remember when I did smth so bad and she would protect me. Literally protects me. My dad would wanna cane me and I would run and hide behind my grandma. I still remember those scars that she got from protecting me. I remember crying even more after looking at those scars and she would go like "Aiiyoooo... aiiyoooo". =* ) Thanx, Ah ma...

I still remember the time when I spent my holidays with my cousin at her place and she would take care of us so well. And that time when I suddenly got up from bed and start squeezing my leg, she would get up as well and ask me "cho mo? cho mo?" which actually means "wat's wrong?". And when I tell her that my leg is cramped, she would laugh at me. Hehehe. I still remember her laughter. I still remember her voice. I hope I wun ever forget that.

I also do remember the time when she would teach me how to speak better chinese and I would go like "Ma ma chiao wo chiang hua yee" and she would laugh at me cause my pronunciation is all wrong.

The only picture that I have left with her.

This is me and my brother when we were younger.
He's the chubby 1.

Looking at the first picture, I'm super chubby last time hor? Hahaha. Man, I totally miss my ah mah now.. Btw, yesterday was her 5th anniversary. And I'm actually pretty glad that I went and "visit" her at the temple with my mum. I miss her very much...

Thank YOU

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for asking me "are u going CF later?". If u didn't ask me that, I wouldn't have thought of going. I was really blessed yesterday. Sister Ooi Piek See (Pick & See) did shared so much about leadership skills. I share some...

EPIC stands for Extraordinary People in Community... Are u

E P I C ? ?

The things that we should do as future leaders (some of us are leaders already) are :
1. Remember ppl's nameee... TT.TT (i haf a trouble with this. Was it Ms. Florence?)

She told us that the moment we think we're somebody, we're nobody. Which is very true. I'm not pointing fingers or toes or wat-so-eva at anybody but I just can't stand stuck-ups. Seriously, I can't. I used to have this friend who brags about the amount of money that he brings to school. He would say "I bring to school, like that only" and show me the RM50. The thing is, I actually payed attention to the serial number. Everyday also that very same RM50. ~.~ But I didn't tell him la. Haihhh.. I never really do like show-offs..
2. Recognize the potential.
Dun always praise ppl by saying,

"You've got potential, you've got potential.".

Because when u say that, it actually means that

"you're not getting anywhere. you're not improving".

I realise i say that alot to those whom I am helping out in guitars. Don't get me wrong k? I didn't mean that

"you're not getting anywhere" or "you're not improving"

k? I really meant that u HAVE potential and you ARE improving. So, if u're reading this, dun be discoraged. Continue practicing. Hehehe.. = ]

3. Request for help.
4. Reward their efforts.
Reward their efforts... Hmmmmm... I'll think of smth... Hehehehe...

We also have learned about the "F" word.......

No no, not that "F" word. But "Failing". She said that we fail 70% in our life and I find it pretty true actually... = \ And there's her son's experience that she shared about. Which is soo long. Lazy to explain. Hahahahaha. But the important part is this. When we fail, instead of asking God "whyyy whyyyy???", we shud ask Him "what do you want me to learn from this?".

And there are times when we EXAGGERATE our past, we OVERESTIMATE our future and we UNDERESTIMATE ourselves.

Old ppl would say "AHHHH, last time, when I was about ur age............." dun trust them. They are only exaggerating. According to Sister Ooi. Hehehehe.

And there are times when we seem so sure of how our future might look like. But remember 1 thing, u'll never know or be certain about ur future. God is ALWAYS in control. You are NOT.

And there are also times when we think that we cannot do that. For this 1, remember this.

With men, this is possible ; With God, ALL things are possible.

She also did share about "Life is like a Merry-Go-Round". Cause in life, u could either go up or down and NORMALLY, that game would only move forward. Which means, u would just have to move on.

She also shared about the "18, 40, 60 RULE"
at 18, everybody's opinion about me is important to me.
at 40, dun care wat ppl thinks.
at 60, nobody cares what you think about anymore. X D hehehe

She ended her talk with this. (Which I finds it very inspirational.)

Worship is all about attitude.
When Job lost EVERYTHING, he worshipped God still.
Am I able to do so too?

I'm sorry, Lord for the thing I've made it.

When it's ALL about you.

Oh ya, my cousins came over for awhile just now and... For the ever 1st time.... We...

took a picture together!! X D

If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.
John 15 : 7

Piew Piewwwwww!!