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I do like this Disney's cartoon alot. Er... I can't really explain it.. But, i like it alot. = D

And also, this song!!

(Be a man)
We must be swift as
the coursing river
(Be a man)
With all the force
of a great typhoon
(Be a man)
With all the strength
of a raging fire
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon

BE A MAN!!!

p/s : she doesn't even need make up for me to know that she's pretty. = D

While bathing just now...

I thought of something really fruitful. I'm going to share abit on how Important Devotion is.. Hehehehe... And yes, that means, praying and reading His words. (i know i know, i'm not the perfect example of the best Christian but... i still wanna share)

Alrite, take a moment of think about 1 person. This person, must be someone whom u really really love. Or even, "like" oso can... This person is someone u really do treasure alot. It could even be a crush or some1 whom u really do like to be with but... u just can't...

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Do u have that person in mind? If you do, carry on... = D

Alrite. Now, imagine this. This friend of urs, suddenly doesn't talk to you. He/she just pretend that you're not there. He/she ignores you, doesn't wanna talk to you, talks to everybody else but you. How would u feel?

I...... have been in that situation many times actually. And that feeling really sucks. Really, it does feel very very very bad. BIG TIME. Haihh... I wished that person would talk to me and not to others. I wanna be selfish, but I know I can't... That feeling sucks...

Now, this hit me pretty hard just now...

Wat would God say? We would spend soooo much time doing other works except spending some time talking and reading about Him. We spent too much time doing so many other things. For example, our work. We worked soo much till sometimes we're too tired to spend some time with Him. Doesn't that happen to all of us? Does it happen to you?

Imagine this also. Wat would God feel? Wouldn't He be....

Heartbroken???

He loves us sooo much but all we care about at times are our works? I know there are alot to do. But is it too much till we have to neglect our quiet time with Him? The only time when He get to talk to us through passages and prayer? My question is...

"Is it worth sacrificing our quiet time?"

I'm not saying I'm any better. The reason why I'm sharing this is because. I felt the guilt and I do not want you to feel wat I am feeling ma. I hope.. This would encourage you. And when I say you, I meant, all of you actually.. = ] It's only meant to encourage you k?

I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

We had

Hahahahaha.. Not exactly la. But, something like it. We ran around DP today.

No, i didn't run around like a mad person (actually, i did run around like a mad person). I ran around with an aim 1 k? Haha... It was fun running around like that but hor. If run aimlessly, ppl might say I gila 1.

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OK LAAA... I admit la.. I mmg abit gila 1... TT.TT

Anyway, I had alot of fun running around today la. Hehehehe.. I wanna thank all the CG leaders for organising it. I know, it must be pretty tough to orgainise it at such a big scale... They deserve three cheers... So...

HIP HIP HOORAY!!
HIP HIP HOOOORAY!!!
HIP HIP HOOOOOOORAY!!!!

Hehehe.. Well done. I had lots of fun. And JILL!!! I'm sorry.. I really didn't know that i was supposed to do the blindfolding thingy... I just took it and continue running. Hahahaha...

On the other hand, TTT.TTT Sorry to Sally and Ah Sou the Werewolf aka Hairy Starfruit for lying about.... you know wat... I wun lie d.. Sorry sorry sorry sorry nikka nikka nikka pajo pajo watever laaa.. hahahaha

Hmmmm.. Easter on Tuesday during CF was nice... But it all happened so fast... @.@ I am still glad and happy u all turned up for it. Hehehe. Thank you all for coming... = D

Gosh, time is passing by so fast...

Wat am I doing here?

What have I been doing?

Was everything good enough?

Was everything that has been done worth it?

Hmmmm... Time really zoom zoooooooommmmss away like one who would have said it. Oh gosh... I need guidance. I need strength to face that fact. I need to know. I do not want these things. I need.

Which way??

A part of me died when I let you go...
Lifehouse - Blind

This reminds me...

of my grandma... = ] Man, i love that lady so much...

Well done u 2, good cover.. = ]

My grandma... A person who raised me up when I was younger. Literally. My parents are both working ppl ma. So, my grandma was the 1 who took care of me since I was borned till I am about 4 or 5.. I think. Not so sure bout the age but I'm sure she did took care of me.

I still remember waking up early in the morning and walk to the dining table, that old wooden and round dining table, and have my breakfast there. Normally, she would have half boil eggs all ready for me to eat 1. And the best part is. Those eggs were fresh!! Hehehe. Cause she used to take care of chickens. And she got alot of them! There was this 1 time when I sat with her and she would hand me a baby chic. I still remember that yellow furry thingy. Hehehe. Awwww... Those were the times.

I still remember when I did smth so bad and she would protect me. Literally protects me. My dad would wanna cane me and I would run and hide behind my grandma. I still remember those scars that she got from protecting me. I remember crying even more after looking at those scars and she would go like "Aiiyoooo... aiiyoooo". =* ) Thanx, Ah ma...

I still remember the time when I spent my holidays with my cousin at her place and she would take care of us so well. And that time when I suddenly got up from bed and start squeezing my leg, she would get up as well and ask me "cho mo? cho mo?" which actually means "wat's wrong?". And when I tell her that my leg is cramped, she would laugh at me. Hehehe. I still remember her laughter. I still remember her voice. I hope I wun ever forget that.

I also do remember the time when she would teach me how to speak better chinese and I would go like "Ma ma chiao wo chiang hua yee" and she would laugh at me cause my pronunciation is all wrong.

The only picture that I have left with her.

This is me and my brother when we were younger.
He's the chubby 1.

Looking at the first picture, I'm super chubby last time hor? Hahaha. Man, I totally miss my ah mah now.. Btw, yesterday was her 5th anniversary. And I'm actually pretty glad that I went and "visit" her at the temple with my mum. I miss her very much...

Thank YOU

for asking me "are u going CF later?". If u didn't ask me that, I wouldn't have thought of going. I was really blessed yesterday. Sister Ooi Piek See (Pick & See) did shared so much about leadership skills. I share some...

EPIC stands for Extraordinary People in Community... Are u

E P I C ? ?

The things that we should do as future leaders (some of us are leaders already) are :
1. Remember ppl's nameee... TT.TT (i haf a trouble with this. Was it Ms. Florence?)

She told us that the moment we think we're somebody, we're nobody. Which is very true. I'm not pointing fingers or toes or wat-so-eva at anybody but I just can't stand stuck-ups. Seriously, I can't. I used to have this friend who brags about the amount of money that he brings to school. He would say "I bring to school, like that only" and show me the RM50. The thing is, I actually payed attention to the serial number. Everyday also that very same RM50. ~.~ But I didn't tell him la. Haihhh.. I never really do like show-offs..
2. Recognize the potential.
Dun always praise ppl by saying,

"You've got potential, you've got potential.".

Because when u say that, it actually means that

"you're not getting anywhere. you're not improving".

I realise i say that alot to those whom I am helping out in guitars. Don't get me wrong k? I didn't mean that

"you're not getting anywhere" or "you're not improving"

k? I really meant that u HAVE potential and you ARE improving. So, if u're reading this, dun be discoraged. Continue practicing. Hehehe.. = ]

3. Request for help.
4. Reward their efforts.
Reward their efforts... Hmmmmm... I'll think of smth... Hehehehe...

We also have learned about the "F" word.......



No no, not that "F" word. But "Failing". She said that we fail 70% in our life and I find it pretty true actually... = \ And there's her son's experience that she shared about. Which is soo long. Lazy to explain. Hahahahaha. But the important part is this. When we fail, instead of asking God "whyyy whyyyy???", we shud ask Him "what do you want me to learn from this?".

And there are times when we EXAGGERATE our past, we OVERESTIMATE our future and we UNDERESTIMATE ourselves.

Old ppl would say "AHHHH, last time, when I was about ur age............." dun trust them. They are only exaggerating. According to Sister Ooi. Hehehehe.

And there are times when we seem so sure of how our future might look like. But remember 1 thing, u'll never know or be certain about ur future. God is ALWAYS in control. You are NOT.

And there are also times when we think that we cannot do that. For this 1, remember this.

With men, this is possible ; With God, ALL things are possible.

She also did share about "Life is like a Merry-Go-Round". Cause in life, u could either go up or down and NORMALLY, that game would only move forward. Which means, u would just have to move on.

She also shared about the "18, 40, 60 RULE"
at 18, everybody's opinion about me is important to me.
at 40, dun care wat ppl thinks.
at 60, nobody cares what you think about anymore. X D hehehe

She ended her talk with this. (Which I finds it very inspirational.)

Worship is all about attitude.
When Job lost EVERYTHING, he worshipped God still.
Am I able to do so too?

I'm sorry, Lord for the thing I've made it.

When it's ALL about you.

Oh ya, my cousins came over for awhile just now and... For the ever 1st time.... We...

took a picture together!! X D

If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.
John 15 : 7

Piew Piewwwwww!!

Ops Gegar!!!

Some of u all may have already known that today, was the day of Ops GEGAR!!! Hehehehe

They started today with a worship session by a group of guys from some college/uni. Which I am not so sure where also.. But hor, I know 2 things!!

1. The worship leader can really sing.. He was really awesome. Walaupun lagu lagu yang dipilih oleh the worship leader wasn't smth that I'm familiar with, but I would still say that the worship session was good.
2.The guitarist's name is Tommy!! I know that cause he's from the same group as me. Hehehehe..

After that, we had to go for medical check ups!! The coolest part was... We only payed RM15 for 3 different medical check ups!!! Which includes, pulmonary, CT scan and ear test. Cool rite??? But wait, the not so cool part was... All of the check-ups were not really check-ups... They were all some lame game. ~.~ I was... speechless.. I really thought they were gonna bring us for cheap check-ups know? I was excited. T.T

This were my results. TT.TT

I'm quite lazy to explain it again now. But if u wanna know bout it, ask me. Hehehehe. I'm more than glad and happy to share with you about it.. = ]


Besides that,
I read smth really really nice during my devotion last nite. And some of the cool lines are..

She is worth far more than rubies.
She brings him good, not harm, all the days of her life.
She sets about her work vigorously; her arms are strong for her tasks.
She opens her arms to the poor and extends her hands to the needy.
She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come.
She speaks with wisdom, and faithful instruction is on her tongue.
"Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all."

And the nicest part of all those verses is found at the end of the chapter...

Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;

but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.

Awesome rite? Hehehe.. Oh ya, those verses can be found in Proverbs 31.

I had a dream..

and it involved music. And this dream was one of those awesome dreams. Up till now, i still can remember bits of it. Normally, u can't really remember dreams 1 rite? U would probably have forgotten about it the day after. Hehehehe. But I still remember this 1 quite well... And and and.. In my dream, I dreamt that Ah Hwei and Darrel See were playing the drums for 1 particular song. And that song was...

This 1!!

The drumbeat is like soooo complicated. Because the timing is abit different 1. T.T And in my dream, that 2 ppl, so hebatly played that song. In church. And Ah Hwei was playing a yellow coloured TAMA drumset and the drumset was super duper high end 1. T.T In other words, she was good. Really really good. I wanna try abit of it this Sunday. Hehehehe.. Can't wait for Sunday... X P

hehehehehehe...

= ( why? i also dunno why.... haihhhh...