FINALLY!

I finished ALL my examinations yesterday and goodness gracious... Japanese was also a really tough subject. TT.TT (maybe just for me) Super hard I tell you. I was literally drawing some "cacings" according to Amelia and I have no idea what kind of "cacings" i drew yesterday. I'm not sure if they are right or wrong also.

See see.. "Cacing"

Sighhhhh.. I hope I'll pass.

Oh well.

Besides all that, I had a great time these few days. = ) Yes yes, thanks to you, Big Daddy and ms. pork for making it a really great one.

Tuesday was really great. Movie was really fun and yes, it really did felt like I was watching it all by myself and imagining and laughing all by myself. But, only while I was "watching" only would I laugh by myself. The rest of the time, I was laughing cause of the great day that we were having. =) and yes, u "watch" fast. =P U tried new food buy for me, I had it a couple of times already. The ikan bakar over there was nice right? It's not those super duper yummy type, but it was something nice also right? Hehehe. See.. U should have shared it with me. Instead of having mee and bee hoon all to urself. Oh ya, that "kuey tiow" term is really funny also hor? If u remember what it was about.

Hmmm.. U better get well soon alright? I really don't wanna be gay. Hahahaha. So, take care and get back to ur.....  

 

 PINK OF HEALTH! =D

Thursday was really great as well. Hmmm. I know I wasn't of much help (like I've already told u) but, I hope u'll do your best this Sunday. Always be reminded that the person whom u're serving doesn't look at human qualities but at the heart. I hope, u'll give ur very best! =) Like what Eunice reminded me yesterday, "Just do your best, and leave the rest to God". She's right, u know? Just give Him all u've got and u'll be surprised with how much He's able to do with u.

Hmmmm.. I'm also sorry for the other days which I've caused nothing but "down-ness". =\ I hope.. I'll change for the better. Sighhh.. Bout monday, =( I'm sorry bout monday. I didn't mean anything. Bout wednesday, I'm still struggling with "expectations". I have something with broken promises. Bout yesterday, I'm sorry as well. I was really tensed with my examination. Everything seems to be all so messed up. I hope.. u're alright.

Sighhh.. Anyway, I should go start preparing for the planning tonight and also for the mission trip. Oh ya, for those who do not know, this Tuesday, I would be flying (YES!!! my first time ever flying and... i hope and hope... *fingers cross* that Big Daddy will allow it to happen) to Sarawak to do some mission work. I'm not sure what's going to happen there but, I will try and be prepared. Sooo much things happening but so little time left. =X

Conclusion for the week,

It sure was a great journey after all. The ups and downs, I'm glad it went well.

Looking forward to Sunday's dinner.

It has been awhile

since i updated my blog. Hmmmm...

Been pretty busy lately and there's so much happenings! Exams are in like... uhmmm.. 2 days time!!! @.@ Hmm.. Anyway, just writing something so it wouldn't look so empty. Although, there's probably no1 who still drop by to see for it has been too long since the last update but, oh well... I still wanna begin writing again somewhere.

Will update more next time k?

Haiihhh... Just got a text msg saying that u're really unhappy. =( I do not know wat's going on but I hope u're alright. I... do not know what to do either. I really do hope u're alright.

I really do. = \

Hoping that u're alright... And I wish I was there right now.

Hahahaha

At times.... True. =]

I can't wait for tomorrow.

It's Christmas time.

Yes yes, do not diet. This sweater is stretchable. =D

I can't believe it! Christmas is in 5 days time!! Hehehehe. I love Christmas very much. Although, there's not much of a celebration here at home but I love this time of the year. It's a great reminder of what happened 2000 years ago. 2000 years ago, Hope... came down. Along with Love. 12 more days to ROC! You all better be prepared k? I hope I am too.

Hey you, smile k? I really do love to see you smile. = ]

Some updates

Hmmmm.. Today... not really a good day for me. = \
While most of them are out there enjoying themselves, I feel like I'm grounded here at home for no reason. Hmmmm.. Oh well. I might as well blog a lil bit. = D Hehehe.

Last Tuesday, Pastor Rachel came and spoke to us. She's pretty good actually. Her first point kinda hit me. I should really learn to not think of such negative thoughts. Hahaha. Most of the time, they are silly and untrue and come on, Adrian, you can do much better than that, right? = ) I should remind myself that everything was planned and everything will be done. Of course, according to His will la. Not mine. So, whatever it may be, I have to remind myself that it's the BEST way/solution/option at that moment. It could get worst if it wasn't for that way. Hehehe.

I should really learn how to let go of my problems. Not just "at times" but "ALL the time". Life is really to short to worry bout petty stuffs. Hahaha. The reason why I said so was because, I was going through Ame's tumblr and I saw this picture. Which is a really good reminder. Hehehe.

Hehe. I like this picture.

Hey, ame ah. If you're reading this, I want to show you something pretty cool. = ) Like the picture, balloons represent our problems and the sky represent Big Daddy, I want you to be reminded that, no matter how big our problems are, they are still ZUPER tiny compared to Big Daddy. So, whenever you have problems or stuffs like that, I hope you would... pray.... talk to Him bout it and tell Him bout ur problems. Be reminded that our problems are puny compared to Him and just let Him deal with it alright? Hehe.

There was once I heard about this and I probably should share it with all those who are reading this right now. When God says "jump through a wall", I will jump. I've done my part which is jump and I'm letting Him deal with the fact of going through the wall. = ] So, just...

"close"

Contentment

But godliness with contentment is great gain.

1 Timothy 6:6

How to be joyful?

Step 1: Be godly and know that everything (and i mean literally every single thing) is under His control and His perfect timing. He has planned out everything for me and my job is just to follow.

Step 2: Be content and know that for every situation, it's already the best that He has to offer. It could get much worse.

And by completing those steps, I will find myself happier and I believe, that's one of the greatest gain anyone can ask for. = ]
 

 I am planted here. = ]

I may find it hard to accept the fact but if here is where He has asked me to be, I shall try my best and bloom. And you who are reading this right now, should know that He has a plan for you too. And His plans are always good, which includes, your life. To anyone who's reading this and you're feeling like you're in the dumps, here I am, reminding you that things could get worst and with the next picture, I want you to know that, He has already taken most of the damage.

Be reminded. = )

Do not complain so much alright? At least, think about it. At least, He has taken eternal death away only if you do believe that He's the only way to heaven. With that in mind, try and learn more about contentment ya? = )

Bloom into this

On my side!

I myself am learning how to be content with everything. At least, at the very least, I still have the chance to know some of you great people out there. I admit that I may not be the best person that you've ever known, but I'm still thankful for the opportunity to know all of you (yes yes, i mean every1). I believe, there's a reason why He let us meet and got to know each another.

To Big Daddy, I really do need to learn the art of contentment more and more. I believe, it's not going to be easy but I do hope that You'll walk with me along the way and help to guide me as well. With Your help, I know I can do it. *with Philippians 4:13 in mind* = ]

To the ROC Directors, thank you for being patient with me as well. I know it's hard when I just can't make it but I really do hope that you'll understand. I am really trying to manage it to the best way possible. Yes, I am sorry for not giving my 100% at times. I admit that I do not give my best all the time but, I'll try and do better alright?

To the peeps of Scene 2 and 7, thanks for coming and giving me your support. I really do appreciate it. And for those times which I have not been very nice and pleasant, do forgive me also alright? Hmmmm. I hope, you'll understand that we are not scolding you all cause of "fun". But we're doing it to help u see the reason why we're all doing this in the first place. Do continue and try to give your best ya? For I will try as well.

To you, thankyou for being patient with me. I know at times, I may be hard and stubborn and my sudden random negative thoughts is not doing any good. I really am sorry for simply accusing and simply thinking but sometimes, hmmmm... actually, most of the times, I just can't control them. I'll try and be better and not think about it so much. If possible, do help me at times also alright? I... am weak. = \ Please forgive me. And just so you know, it still amazes me. =]

For the "days", I hope Big Daddy will be willing. I miss them very much. Very much.

Pray

Had quite lazy and lousy day today. I really do think I'm growing older day by day. Anyway, who doesn't? Hahahaha. But today, was really something. While I was washing Iswari, I really felt really really tired. I really did felt like just stopping and rest. Hmmmm.. Could it be me? Or it could also be Mr. Sun, shining so brightly and wearing me out. Hahahaha.

Yeah! You! I blame you for making me tired. Haha.

Eh eh, I just realized. Today is the 7th of December. I like December. I like no. 7. Hehehe

So,

Happy 7th of December, ppl!

= ]

Hmmmm. At this very moment, I'm craving for the SUPER HUGEEEE karipap. 

This one!! Ame, I still owe u 1. =P

Today, wasn't much of a day for me. But, I have been craving for that karipap from entah-sejak-biler. Hahahaha. Will anyone go and get me one? Pweetttyyy pweeease? Hehehe.

Besides, craving for that. I didn't really do much today. Hmmmm.. In a way, I would say, I kinda wasted today. =X I should have gone out, walking around or something like that instead of just wasting it at home. But, on the brighter side, well... at least, I was at home the whole day. (thought about it. I was kinda literally at home the entire time except for the time when I went out to wash my car and get dinner)

Oh ya,

bout Sunday and yesterday and today. I kinda felt a lil weird. As in, I've spent like almost everyday looking at CF ppl and suddenly, I dun see much of them. Hmmm.. I guess... I kinda miss all of them. Hahaha. Yeah, it's true, I miss you peeps who just left me here. So, if u're reading this, do know that I'm missing ya k? = )

Yesterday, we watched....

this movie

To all those who plan to watch this show, well.. it's recommended but... Beware!! You were warned. Hahaha. It's quite a show. Not too bad. I would say, "it was worth my 6 bucks" =D So, do watch it k? It's really not a bad show. I had a good time laughing.

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble.

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

I believe, that statement is pretty true. Well, maybe not for everybody but, I hope that, through my experiences (which some I rather not go through... =\), some may learn from it and hopefully not repeat my same mistakes. Hmmm.. I really do hope for that. I hope, I've been encouraging to some. =)

Oh ya,

Dear readers, if you do not mind, please pray for a friend of mine k? He's partially deaf and I just got to know that there's no cure for him. So, he's probably really scared right now. =( I am really really sad to know about it and I really really do hope you would pray for him. Please and thank you.

 I may be little. But I believe, I'm not alone. = ]

Picture speaks louder.

I was asking Him why? But while going through some picture, I believe He wants me to see this and be reminded that at least he can still hear. Although it's not 100% perfect but at least, he is still able to hear. But still, I pray and I hope you will pray that he's able to accept the fact as well. Do pray k?

I just heard this on the radio and I think it's a good one.

....and wait

I am looking forward to dim sum day... someday.