How Megan got fired...

Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Quoted from Yahoo!

"She was in a different world, on her BlackBerry. You gotta stay focused. And you know, the Hitler thing. Steven [Spielberg] said, 'Fire her right now.' "
Honestly, I'm not of much help. =\

2 Corinthians 5:17

Friday, June 17, 2011
 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come, the old has gone, the new is here!"

I need to learn on how to let go of my old and bad habits and let the new and healthy ones come in. =\

That verse kinda hit me a couple of times this week.  I've been trying and trying but I'm actually..quite disappointed with myself. The results are not...wat i expected it to be. Alright, I get it. Human mistake. We..tend to have expectations but somehow...I just want to make ppl happier. I...failed to do so, many times and I end up getting myself all...worked out and feel so... "down". I'm sorry for being so emotional now but.. I just need somewhere to rant.

I want...to be able to say this.

I need...some help. Dear God, please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You. Please do not hurt those whom I care alot so dearly. =*( Please...hurt me instead. I'm really sorry and I want to change. I want to be...more like You and less like me. I know, You do not want to purposely hurt me but, it's part of the learning process. Please..forgive me and I will try to change harder.


smth like this.

I had 2 dreams. 1 which I really do like. And the other, which I really do not like. Hopefully, Big Daddy will make the 1 which I like 1 be true.
I...want you to be happy. That's all. =\

I've been...lazy

Wednesday, June 15, 2011
I do not really like my current timetable. I've got like a super hectic timetable this time round. Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays are not really the days which I like. =( Superrrr tiring.

I was really blessed by yesterday's message, shared by brother Fook Meng. All I need to do is to, put off my gym clothes away, get a reallllll good shower and put on nice wedding clothes on. Kinda glad I went also. Hahaha.

I felt...refreshed last night.

I also had a great time talking with edwin the other night. We shared some stuffs and I believe, Big Daddy used me to talk to him. I hope u're feeling much better, bro. =) Sorry that I'm not feeling so well right now. I...just do not know why I'm in this state. I'll be fine.

And...to Sally, I know I'm not much of help in alot of times. I...tried bt...I still am no good. I can only lend u my ears. Sighhh. Disappointing hor? And i'm sorry for blabbing yesterday. When, u tell me stuffs and when I replied, u obviously didn't like my replies yesterday. I shall..learn how to keep quiet at times. I dun want to irritate u already. I hope, u'll be alright and hmmmm...if u still want someone to listen to u, i'll still lend u my ears.

Sighhh. I still do not know why but I still feel pretty down right now. Today...is just not my day, I guess.

I do not know how bt, I hope..this can work out. =\