my Daddy's the pilot

Sunday, July 24, 2011
A pastor had been on a long flight between church conferences.

The first warning of the approaching problems came when the sign on the airplane flashed on:  Fasten Your Seat Belts. Then, after a while, a calm voice said, "We shall not be serving the beverages at this time as we are expecting a little turbulence. Please be sure your seat belt is fastened."    

As the pastor looked around the aircraft, it became obvious that many of the passengers were becoming apprehensive. Later, the voice on the intercom said, "We are so sorry that we are unable to serve the meal at this time.  The turbulence is still ahead of us." And then the storm broke.

The ominous cracks of thunder could be heard even above the roar of the engines. Lightning lit up the darkening skies, and within moments that great plane was like a cork tossed around on a celestial ocean. One moment the airplane was lifted on terrific currents of air; the next, it dropped as if it were about to crash. 
The pastor confessed that he shared the discomfort and fear of those around him. 

He said, "As I looked around the plane, I could see that nearly all the passengers were upset and alarmed. Some were praying. The future seemed ominous and many were wondering if they would make it through the storm.
"Then, I suddenly saw a little girl.  Apparently the storm meant nothing to her. She had tucked her feet beneath her as she sat on her seat; she was reading a book and everything within her small world was calm and orderly. Sometimes she closed her eyes, then she would read again; then she would straighten her legs, but worry and fear were not in her world.

When the plane was being buffeted by the terrible storm  when it lurched this way and that, as it rose  and fell with frightening  severity, when  all the adults were scared half to death, that  marvelous child was completely composed and  unafraid." 

The minister could hardly believe his eyes.

It was not surprising therefore, that when the plane finally reached its destination and all the passengers were hurrying to disembark, our pastor lingered to speak to the girl whom he had watched for such a long time.

Having commented about the storm and the behavior of the plane, he asked why she had not been  afraid. The child replied,
"Cause my Daddy's the pilot, and he's taking me home."

There are many kinds of storms that buffet us. Physical, mental, financial, domestic, and many other storms can easily and quickly darken our skies and throw our plane into apparently uncontrollable movement. We have all known such times, and let us be honest and confess, it is much easier to be at rest when our feet are on the ground than when we are being tossed about a darkened sky.

Let us remember: Our Father is the Pilot.

Last Thursday, we had our bible study. We learned about crisis and how to deal with them. This email about that little girl somehow, spoke to me. I need to learn on how to let go of my problems and let Him help me out with it.

Well, I will still need the help of all those around me as well la. I can't do it on my own. That's why you, who are reading this right now, are important to me. I can't get here without ur help. No matter wat it may be. U could have given me problems and not-so-nice experiences but I am thankful that I am here now cause u've helped me so. Hahaha. How odd to actually feel this way but, I really am thankful to be where I am right now.

Whatever probs that I may and might face in the future....

"Bring it on!"

for my Big Daddy's the captain of my ship!

How Megan got fired...

Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Quoted from Yahoo!

"She was in a different world, on her BlackBerry. You gotta stay focused. And you know, the Hitler thing. Steven [Spielberg] said, 'Fire her right now.' "
Honestly, I'm not of much help. =\

2 Corinthians 5:17

Friday, June 17, 2011
 "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come, the old has gone, the new is here!"

I need to learn on how to let go of my old and bad habits and let the new and healthy ones come in. =\

That verse kinda hit me a couple of times this week.  I've been trying and trying but I'm actually..quite disappointed with myself. The results are not...wat i expected it to be. Alright, I get it. Human mistake. We..tend to have expectations but somehow...I just want to make ppl happier. I...failed to do so, many times and I end up getting myself all...worked out and feel so... "down". I'm sorry for being so emotional now but.. I just need somewhere to rant.

I want...to be able to say this.

I need...some help. Dear God, please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You. Please do not hurt those whom I care alot so dearly. =*( Please...hurt me instead. I'm really sorry and I want to change. I want to be...more like You and less like me. I know, You do not want to purposely hurt me but, it's part of the learning process. Please..forgive me and I will try to change harder.


smth like this.

I had 2 dreams. 1 which I really do like. And the other, which I really do not like. Hopefully, Big Daddy will make the 1 which I like 1 be true.
I...want you to be happy. That's all. =\

I've been...lazy

Wednesday, June 15, 2011
I do not really like my current timetable. I've got like a super hectic timetable this time round. Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays are not really the days which I like. =( Superrrr tiring.

I was really blessed by yesterday's message, shared by brother Fook Meng. All I need to do is to, put off my gym clothes away, get a reallllll good shower and put on nice wedding clothes on. Kinda glad I went also. Hahaha.

I felt...refreshed last night.

I also had a great time talking with edwin the other night. We shared some stuffs and I believe, Big Daddy used me to talk to him. I hope u're feeling much better, bro. =) Sorry that I'm not feeling so well right now. I...just do not know why I'm in this state. I'll be fine.

And...to Sally, I know I'm not much of help in alot of times. I...tried bt...I still am no good. I can only lend u my ears. Sighhh. Disappointing hor? And i'm sorry for blabbing yesterday. When, u tell me stuffs and when I replied, u obviously didn't like my replies yesterday. I shall..learn how to keep quiet at times. I dun want to irritate u already. I hope, u'll be alright and hmmmm...if u still want someone to listen to u, i'll still lend u my ears.

Sighhh. I still do not know why but I still feel pretty down right now. Today...is just not my day, I guess.

I do not know how bt, I hope..this can work out. =\


Tuesday, May 3, 2011
 =) Happened to me often.

It's supposed to be blue in colour. =)

This is cool! Hahaha.

Some of the most meaningful colours. =)
I like being comfortable with you.


Saturday, April 16, 2011
Yes, I have so much to do and so lil time.

You would not give me more than what I can handle. I believe, I can go through all these. If I think I can't, I know You will provide people who will tell me that I still can. =) Thanx for the verse yesterday.

Yesterday was tough...
...but I'm glad dinner happened.

uh huh. I'm glad i talked.

= ]

Blue is nice. Green is nice. Good morning, small po. *pat*


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Yes, our topic for today's CF is Firefly and I'm actually pretty excited about it. Big Daddy has given me some ideas on how to do it. Hopefully, I'm brave enough to do it. =) Tonight's going to be really exciting! All the best, pastor philip sung.

And... 1 more thing...

do wat the picture tells u to. =)
pinky promised and stamped!

My "Tumblr" =)

Friday, April 8, 2011
Yeahhh. I do. =D
The reason why I like the feeling of being anonymous is because, I can do all kinds of stuffs but, people wouldn't have the chance to see me again. I like to do stuffs (sometimes, crazily... actually, most of the time, crazily XD) and not be remembered for doing them. =)

=) I agree. All girls need these 2 only.   

Cookies and cream! I like them alot. 
 I remember, during a certain time, I use to eat this stuffs alot. Well, not Hershey's la. Hahaha. They are too expensive. But, i forgot what's the brand that I use to nom nom on.

I have a "pencil-like" crayon which also can be arranged to make a rocket! Hahaha. 

Hehehe. Is it as thick as this? =P

Oh yeah. =D

Hahahahaha. Joey's super funny!
I remember always sitting around with my family members to watch this series. =) This has got to be one of those series which I really do like to watch. Haha. Especially catching those really funny episodes. One of my favourites was when Joey showed his "fire" during "rock, paper, scissors" game. Hehe.

Uh huh.
If I could ever be proud of something, this would be it.

This reminds me of Ame's baju. =)

If I would crave for something during these hot weathers, it would be a glass of these. Yes yes, I know it's always raining over there. But here in malacca, it's always hot and shining. TT.TT


Haha. You have a miniature model of this.....

Which looks something like this. =)

I'm not really a photo-person but I do not know why, but I just really have a thing for polaroid pictures. And yes, I kinda miss those times when pictures are taken. =) really do miss. Let's take some together again k? I want to do those again. Only with you k, sally? =)

Cili prawns!

I know some who does that pretty often. Hahaha. You better come back and take back ur stuffs k? My day care center's job is coming to an end soon. =P

=) The outsider.

I... Agree. =)

I wanna have some waffles someday for breakfast too.
press ctrl+a and go back to the polaroid picture. =)


Wednesday, March 30, 2011
I like the clouds today =)

I dun really know why, but I like the clouds today. It somehow... makes me feel... peaceful. Haha. Talk bout peaceful, if what uncle Wong and his wife say is true, I wanna find that peace. I wanna know who that right person is. I've always been asking and asking and asking and I think, Big Daddy just confirmed with me something yesterday. I think, I may be right this time. =) I think, I'm on the right track.

I've always been asking and asking about who is "the one". And Big Daddy actually used 2 Tuesdays to tell me bout it. Hahaha. See how stubborn am I? Till I need to listen twice. =P Si degil kan? =) Okok, what I'm talking about is this...


I somehow believe, no human being can directly tell me who's the one but, if I just trust Him completely, He'll tell me. Life's full of risk and well, I like risking it now. Not to say that it's a bad thing. It's actually a good thing. And I'm enjoying it. I'm happy with where I am now. Sometimes, I might grumble grumble. But looking at the bigger picture, I'm smiling at it. =)

For all those who are reading this. If u need someone to talk to, u can count on me. I'll tell u stuffs which I've found. I wanna share with u this... trust that I have. I really do not know what's going to happen in the future but, I'm learning to trust Him completely. COMPLETELY, i tell you and I'm serious!

Hahaha. You can call me stupid or blind or crazy but... I know that although I may be blind, I see who's leading me; I may be the stupidest being on earth but, I know someone who's knowledge is beyond whatever man can ever know; and bout crazy... yeah... =) I'm just crazy. But although I'm crazy, I know someone who loves me just the same. If not, all the more! =D

Oh ya... 1 last thing...

 Today's day 7
=] I am thankful for this journey and
I'm glad we're still going through it no matter how tough it may be.

Too good to not share

Wednesday, March 23, 2011
I am helpless. I'll leave "us" to Him.


Saturday, March 19, 2011
I've learned it the hard way. And there are many times that I've failed You, God. Many many times I've said stuffs that I do not mean it. And I'm sorry for that. Help me change to be a better person, alright? =\ I want to be better. I want to be more like You. Please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You.

Sighhh. Now I know how much "meaning those words" actually means. For those ppl whom I super care about. =\ I know I'm a really really mafan person. But, if you do not mean it, please don't tell me that you'll do it. I'm not saying specifically who. So, please dun terasa or prasan. I am just saying that... I struggle.

I have been looking for this statement.

 I know u might like this.
I need ur help. For real. How? = \ I dunno.

I ran through some pictures

Thursday, March 10, 2011
True =) a good reminder.

Can u imagine Him telling u this?

Everytime when u feel that u're not worth it and life is too hard for u to continue, have this thought in mind. You (who are reading this now) were worth every nail and every scar on His battered back. He did it.. for u.

Bruno Mars - Grenade?
Jesus Christ - Cross

Often, I can tell that He's telling me this.

Dear God, I've not been the best example that You have but I pray, may You help me to be the example that You want me to be. Help "us" to be an example as well. May we continue to depend on You and may You continue to guide us. May we completely put our trust in You as well. To God be the glory and may we not take any for ourself. Amen.

I am weak. Very.. Are you?

u gave me this verse. Remember?

Yesterday, was a pretty rough day for me. In fact, these few days were pretty tough for me. I have alot to share. And I hope, I shared alright on Tuesday. Big Daddy, may all glory goes to You.

Hmmm... Sometimes, I do not know what's the right decision. I do not know if I should go tomorrow or not. I... am not a good decision maker. And I do not like the way I think. Sometimes (in fact, most of the time), I over think stuffs and it will just make matters worst than it seems. I need help. I need guidance. I may seem strong at times. But the true fact is.. I'm actually very weak. I need help. I am looking forward to that meeting.
Sally, I'm sorry bout yesterday.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Friday, March 4, 2011

Really great song

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

I was really really touched by this song. I remember watching this guy's story on American Idol. I didn't know he got sent off. They shouldn't have sent him off. He has a superb voice and even when he's out, I still will support him. Cause his story, is really worth telling. = ) If he ever comes to Malaysia, I might wanna go see him perform and I hope he'll sing this song live one day.
Po. = ]

A lil update

Wednesday, March 2, 2011
I had a really great week and it still has not come to an end yet. =) Been enjoying myself serving Him in Bintulu, Sarawak last week and it sure was a lot of fun. Hahaha. Yes yes, it was tiring due to the fact that we only get like 2 to 3 hours of sleep each day but!!! Philippians 4:13 kept me going through the entire day. We didn't feel tired while doing His ministry throughout the day. It was just during the night when we're not moving much and we tend to just... doze off. Hehehe. Trust me, I'm one of the victims. =P

Had lots of fun being blessed by Him and I'm really really happy with where I am standing at the moment and heading to. Lots of great experiences but I'm just a lil lazy to write it all down. If you want a pretty detail report, got to Eun's blog k? =) She wrote and posted up pictures of almost everything that happened there. Hehehe.

A Picture paints a thousand words...

How bout 3? =D

 The Bintulu Team

Coffee at there... Yummy!

"I've got torchlights! =D"
praying and waiting... Get well soon, u.


Saturday, February 19, 2011
I finished ALL my examinations yesterday and goodness gracious... Japanese was also a really tough subject. TT.TT (maybe just for me) Super hard I tell you. I was literally drawing some "cacings" according to Amelia and I have no idea what kind of "cacings" i drew yesterday. I'm not sure if they are right or wrong also.

See see.. "Cacing"

Sighhhhh.. I hope I'll pass.

Oh well.

Besides all that, I had a great time these few days. = ) Yes yes, thanks to you, Big Daddy and ms. pork for making it a really great one.

Tuesday was really great. Movie was really fun and yes, it really did felt like I was watching it all by myself and imagining and laughing all by myself. But, only while I was "watching" only would I laugh by myself. The rest of the time, I was laughing cause of the great day that we were having. =) and yes, u "watch" fast. =P U tried new food buy for me, I had it a couple of times already. The ikan bakar over there was nice right? It's not those super duper yummy type, but it was something nice also right? Hehehe. See.. U should have shared it with me. Instead of having mee and bee hoon all to urself. Oh ya, that "kuey tiow" term is really funny also hor? If u remember what it was about.

Hmmm.. U better get well soon alright? I really don't wanna be gay. Hahahaha. So, take care and get back to ur.....  

Thursday was really great as well. Hmmm. I know I wasn't of much help (like I've already told u) but, I hope u'll do your best this Sunday. Always be reminded that the person whom u're serving doesn't look at human qualities but at the heart. I hope, u'll give ur very best! =) Like what Eunice reminded me yesterday, "Just do your best, and leave the rest to God". She's right, u know? Just give Him all u've got and u'll be surprised with how much He's able to do with u.

Hmmmm.. I'm also sorry for the other days which I've caused nothing but "down-ness". =\ I hope.. I'll change for the better. Sighhh.. Bout monday, =( I'm sorry bout monday. I didn't mean anything. Bout wednesday, I'm still struggling with "expectations". I have something with broken promises. Bout yesterday, I'm sorry as well. I was really tensed with my examination. Everything seems to be all so messed up. I hope.. u're alright.

Sighhh.. Anyway, I should go start preparing for the planning tonight and also for the mission trip. Oh ya, for those who do not know, this Tuesday, I would be flying (YES!!! my first time ever flying and... i hope and hope... *fingers cross* that Big Daddy will allow it to happen) to Sarawak to do some mission work. I'm not sure what's going to happen there but, I will try and be prepared. Sooo much things happening but so little time left. =X

Conclusion for the week,
It sure was a great journey after all. The ups and downs, I'm glad it went well.
Looking forward to Sunday's dinner.