Bad Day.... But there's still GRACE

Today,i got my STPM results back and it was really really bad.... After getting my results,I went to MP with Gerard to watch a movie... Getting my mind of the bad results.... When we were in Thai Kuang,Gerard's dad msg-ed him smth that made me wanna drop on my knees and cry.. It says smth like "Congratulations,my son......" You see,I never got a Congrats from my dad ever before... At that moment,I felt like running straight up to my Father in Heaven,fall on his foot and say "Have You forgotten me?" And i know He would say "I have a better plan for u,my son"... I would then continue to ask Him,"When are You gonna let me know bout Your plan for me?" And He would reply "When the time is right"

I know my results are not smth to be proud of or deserve a congrats but I just want my dad to know that,I've tried my best...(song running through my head at that moment was Perfect-Simple Plan).. Maybe I am just stupid... Also,for DMSJ,I tried to study but those facts just wun enter my head... I've tried to make MGC proud but i still failed.. Instead of scolding me,Hwei gave me a free dinner.... It was like GRACE....

I really really really do love going to church.... Cause it's the place where i felt like i belong and no matter how bad i may screw up,there are always people saying "It's OK... U've played not bad with the drums..." Or like when i kinda brought the MGC score down during DMSJ,there's always some1 who is always there telling me that It's OK... Of course,she would correct me at times during practice but sometimes I still failed to get it right... But still,she's always there to say "It's OK"..

I may not be as good as those around me who has good memory and all... But 1 thing's for sure,and that's I love them all very very much for they are the 1s who really showed me GOD's love... It's grace... Smth that i dun deserve but still i got it...

So,I would like to thank everybody in church for making me feel like I belong somewhere...

Thank You......

This is Just Sweet...

This song i heard from Shu Lynn's blog... The video is really sweet... Watch it... ^ ^

A lil Extra

Per... I wanna blog a lil extra... cause i'm a lil bored... Ahahahaha...
Firstly,i would like to thank my grandpa and grandma who gave life to my parents...
Secondly,i would also like to thank my parents who gave ME life... hahaha...

Ahem... My first ever picture... Sadly,it's a stolen 1...

Thirdly,i would also like to thank my ah mah in church (Yen Mei) whom i curik this photo from... Wakakaka... Haha... ^ ^ p/s : i just got permission to curik from her... ^ ^ hahaha...
Fourthly,i would also like to thank er... let me think... my fingers... for typing out wateva that comes to my mind... Wakakaka....
Er... Who to thank summore ar? All the MGC-ians who made DMSJ a super successful event.. (Ahem... Even though we got 4th place....)
Also like to thank Ah Hwei for training the contestants... With all her sweat and hardwork... We managed to get 4th place.... (Again... = . = ) and also for the awesome dinner that we had last nite...
It was awesome because : 1. We got it for free (contestants only... Hehe... ^ ^)
2.It was just amazingly good... (Dun have pictures... Sorry..)
3.It was smth like grace... (We dun deserve it,but still,we got it..)
Also,i would like to thank the uncles and aunties who came and support us and made us super good foods... Like the chicken rice balls... Oh.. It was just awesome...
Hm... Without forgetting,I would also like to thank GOD that for everything that he has given us... From the fine weather to His Son...(Sorry,i've got no links for the 2 bolded 1s... If u wanna know more bout them... Read UR Bible...)

Oh ya,those who are going to take ur STPM and SPM results this week,i wanna wish u all,All Da BEST... ^ ^ Also,wanna wish all those taking ur exams now,all da best also... Haha...

Do Ur Best,Leave The Rest to GOD~~

Hm... Wat else shud i add ar? Hm... Oh ya... Thank You,ShuLynn for my first mentos in my blog... It was good... Drop me more candies ya? Hehe... I love candies.. ^ ^
Hm... I think that's all for now ba... Hahaha... Running out of ideas wat to do d.. > " <

Good Nite to all.. ^ ^

DMSJ over...

woot woot... Finally,DMSJ over... Argh...~~ Stress Kurang... I had lots of fun actually...(Eventho we got 4th place) Hehe... But somehow it kinda felt like there's smth missing... and i'm not sure wat it is... It somehow felt a lil empty after the other 3 churches leave... Did i miss smth? Why am i feeling this weird thingy... DMSJ 2008 is over but somehow,like there's smth missing... What could it be? I wonder... Hm... Anyway,I would like to congratulate those from MGC who took part in the quiz (Jess,Livia,Aaron,Ah Mah,Celine and of course... Ahem... Me.. haha) cause u guys did the best and it was worth the experience.. Congrats to u all.. ^ ^ And of course,without forgetting our trainer,Lim Tse Hwei... Who spend so much time drilling us... But we still got 4th... And also not forgetting the hard work and the driving... Thank You very very much.. For fetching me to church... And also my brother... Hehehe.. Argh... Penat giler skrg... And STPM results coming out this tuesday,11th of March... So,all da best to Hwei,Daniel,Marcus and of course again... Ahem.. Muaa.... hahahaha.... My results wun be good... So,hopefully i would have the heart to take it in... But anyway,i wun go jump river or smth like dat la.. Haha... And i'm not quite sure wat i would like to continue studying... Pray for me that i would now wat to study soon... Probably wateva that the goverment send me to lo... Hm... So,wanna wish all of u,er.... wat to wish ar? Wanna say all da best but we've actually sat for it d... So,wish u all... er....... Happy Happy la... haha... ^ ^ And also not forgetting those who will be taking their SPM results this wednesday... (It's kinda weird that STPM is released earlier than SPM this year) All da best to Jessica and also Jeremy... Also,Happy Happy also la.. haha... ^ ^ Oh ya,dun forget to give glory to GOD k? Yeah,i know... It's kinda hard and tempting to say that we've studied very hard and we shud get it but dun forget that GOD can take it all away if He wants to... Hehe... So,do give him the glory k? All the things that is good is from him,the 1s which are not so good (our mistakes) are ours... Hehe.. ^ ^ Oh ya,i played the drums yesterday... Made quite alot of mistakes but i felt that when they off the lights are good... So,i wun feel stress so much... Thx.. And sorry that i made quite alot of mistakes.. Also,Shu Lynn can really sing ya? Hehe... If she's a real regular in our Youth,maybe we could ask her to song lead sometimes also ya? Hehe... ^ ^
Well,it's been very nice meeting so many nice peoples... Especially those in my church... They all are like so fun and i really enjoyed myself... There's 1 uncle who said "live every minute likeGOD's gonna come the next minute",i think it was by Uncle Dexter... Well,i am living it that way now and if GOD comes tmw,i wouldn't have much to regret... Except that there are still some stuff hidden deep deep down inside.. Hahaha.... Besides that,really wanna thank u all for everything.. And i mean everything.... From the games that we had together to the time when we studied together... Hehehe... ^ ^ Anyway,i think i should stop for now... Been typing quite alot... Tata.. ^ ^

p/s : currently listening to the soothing music from Shu Lynn's blog... really really nice and soothing.. almost tertidur.. haha... ^ ^

Today in MSDC

Hmm... Today,i had my pra-test.. And i failed... Haizz... But just the "jalan-raya" part... I did quite well in the "litar" part... But,at the end,i still fail.. Haizz... So have to retake on monday...
Anyway, eventho i failed,i still had a good time... Sharma called me up,and we chat and chat at MSDC till it was my turn to "fail" hehe.. Oh ya,btw, grats sharma,u passed ^ ^
Then we later around 11 smth like dat,we call Ah Hwei.. She sounded shocked when we called her up and said that we're going over to her place... Haha... That was fun.... Maybe we should do that again some other time.. Hehe.. When we reach there,Hwei's hair was like in a mess.. Haha... (Maybe she just after mandi kua..) Then,we lepak there lo... She gave us milkshakes... Eh.. wrong wrong.. She gave us soya bean.. Hehehe.. Then we see her play some song on the piano... For the Bukit Panjang Church 1... She was like.. Peh...!! Hebat.. With so much style and gaya.... Then,she offered us ice-creams... Sharma had like 1 big cup of chocolate ice-cream.. I think he enjoyed it very much.. Haha... Then Hwei let us play Typing of The Dead.... He was like looking for a way to pause the game when the pause button is like on the keyboard.. Hehe.. It felt good that i knew how to pause it.. ^ ^ hahaha... And Sharma doesn't.. = P Okok.. Continuing... After a few rounds of that game,Sharma was like "Lunch,Lunch..." And Hwei was like,"Where?" Then Sharma continues,"I'm dunno,i'm not from around here.." then it continues and continues like dat lo... At the end,we kinda went out.. Then Hwei's mum called...(I think) She said,ken and shaun's on the way home,so we made a U-turn and went back to Ah Hwei's place.. They were not there... So,me and Sharma skate a lil bit.. But we were kinda bad at skating... At least i was bad.. Sharma got some moves~~ Haha.. Kinda learn some stuff from him.. So,he's kinda like my "si-fu" Hahaha..~~ Ok,where was I? Er... er... Oh,after skating ken came back... So,he kinda showed us how to skate.. Ken's not bad also... Haha.. Maybe it's just that i'm a noob~~ Hahaha..
Then we went in and watch American Idol.. We saw the ladies sing... Haha... Then we lepak and lepak till shaun came back... Then we went out to eat lo.. Near "Sin Hoe Garden" (Not so sure bout the spelling) We had.. CHICKEN RICE..~~ Hehe.. It was good... Considering Sharma belanja-ed.. (Thx Sharma... Hehe...) So,then later we went back to Hwei's place... We lepak there awhile,after awhile,we cabut.. Balik rumah... Hehehe.. Then,before we sampai my rumah,Sharma stopped at the photo shop in front of petronas there to print a few pics... He printed 4 pics but he was charged with RM10... He was like "kena con ad" Haizz... I shudn't intro to him that place... (Sorry,Sharma...) > " <

At the end of the day,which is now... I'm feeling very sleepy and dopey... I tried to explain some chem stuff to shaun but it turned out to be quite a mes.. Haha... (Sorry,Shaun..~~) But actually,i had alot of fun today... Thx to Sharma(especially Sharma),Hwei,Ken and Shaun... Thx..~~ ^ ^

Awfull...

It was awful
11.00p.m : Starts raining... Gets heavier
12.36a.m : Dad called me down from my room
He knocks twice on the wooden table and expects me to do someting
I was like "wat?" Then he gave that displeased look and stared at me..
I then kinda realised that he wants me to move the table
How am i suppose to know wat he wants with just two knocks on the table..
Haizzz.....
12.45a.m : He then ask me to go to the back and pick up some bricks... There were
cockroaches everywhere and centipedes crawling around..
(I was like ****-ing all the way... Sorry dat I ****,i couldn't stop)
He then said,"Later you need to bring to the front"(Which is at the
porch...
Where he parks his car)
Then I bring them in front. He just looked at me and said "I didn't ask
you to bring in front... Bring back...
Then i lift them all back.... Haizzz....
1.00a.m : Kinda washed myself up and head back to my room...
1.20a.m : Read the daily bread and the Bible...
Luke 19... Story bout Zacchaeus
Maybe God wants me to know that i'm something like Zacchaeus... dishonest
at times... Sinful... Bad... And ya,bad....
1.26a.m : Which is at the moment,feeling super tired and groggy... Praying...

Forgive me,Lord,for all my sins,
The many wrongs that I have done;
And show me how to make things right,
Before the setting of the sun. - Bosch

Today's experience was awful... I got wet,rain water on my head and "longkang" water on my legs... I also saw a two feet long "biawak" and that was during the time i went outside picking up the bricks... It kinda swam beside me and I got quite a shock.. Also,1 of those bricks had a centipede(bout 10 cms in length) under it... Thank God,I wasn't bitten by it.. And the worst part,my dad's attitude... He has something with "silent-commands" where he knocks twice on something and expect something to be done... Btw,I don't learn sign languages so I wun understand what he wants... It was really awful...
Please pray that my dad will heal soon... Maybe it's because of the medications that he's on.. Makes him hot-tempered and drowsy...(I think).. So,pls pray that God will heal him asap...
P/s : There's a phrase on his sling that says "The Lord Healeth" so,I pray that God will heal him....
Also,I have lots of things to do this week and I got very little time.. Have to study 21 chapters for DMSJ,also got to prepare for this Saturday's talk(My turn) and this Friday,I got my pra-test (Finally..... Ah....)

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