Bad Day.... But there's still GRACE

Today,i got my STPM results back and it was really really bad.... After getting my results,I went to MP with Gerard to watch a movie... Getting my mind of the bad results.... When we were in Thai Kuang,Gerard's dad msg-ed him smth that made me wanna drop on my knees and cry.. It says smth like "Congratulations,my son......" You see,I never got a Congrats from my dad ever before... At that moment,I felt like running straight up to my Father in Heaven,fall on his foot and say "Have You forgotten me?" And i know He would say "I have a better plan for u,my son"... I would then continue to ask Him,"When are You gonna let me know bout Your plan for me?" And He would reply "When the time is right"

I know my results are not smth to be proud of or deserve a congrats but I just want my dad to know that,I've tried my best...(song running through my head at that moment was Perfect-Simple Plan).. Maybe I am just stupid... Also,for DMSJ,I tried to study but those facts just wun enter my head... I've tried to make MGC proud but i still failed.. Instead of scolding me,Hwei gave me a free dinner.... It was like GRACE....

I really really really do love going to church.... Cause it's the place where i felt like i belong and no matter how bad i may screw up,there are always people saying "It's OK... U've played not bad with the drums..." Or like when i kinda brought the MGC score down during DMSJ,there's always some1 who is always there telling me that It's OK... Of course,she would correct me at times during practice but sometimes I still failed to get it right... But still,she's always there to say "It's OK"..

I may not be as good as those around me who has good memory and all... But 1 thing's for sure,and that's I love them all very very much for they are the 1s who really showed me GOD's love... It's grace... Smth that i dun deserve but still i got it...

So,I would like to thank everybody in church for making me feel like I belong somewhere...

Thank You......