Too good to not share

=]

I am helpless. I'll leave "us" to Him.

Sighh...

I've learned it the hard way. And there are many times that I've failed You, God. Many many times I've said stuffs that I do not mean it. And I'm sorry for that. Help me change to be a better person, alright? =\ I want to be better. I want to be more like You. Please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You.

Sighhh. Now I know how much "meaning those words" actually means. For those ppl whom I super care about. =\ I know I'm a really really mafan person. But, if you do not mean it, please don't tell me that you'll do it. I'm not saying specifically who. So, please dun terasa or prasan. I am just saying that... I struggle.

I have been looking for this statement.

 I know u might like this.

I need ur help. For real. How? = \ I dunno.

I ran through some pictures

True =) a good reminder.

Can u imagine Him telling u this?

Everytime when u feel that u're not worth it and life is too hard for u to continue, have this thought in mind. You (who are reading this now) were worth every nail and every scar on His battered back. He did it.. for u.

Bruno Mars - Grenade?

Jesus Christ - Cross

Often, I can tell that He's telling me this.

Dear God, I've not been the best example that You have but I pray, may You help me to be the example that You want me to be. Help "us" to be an example as well. May we continue to depend on You and may You continue to guide us. May we completely put our trust in You as well. To God be the glory and may we not take any for ourself. Amen.

I am weak. Very.. Are you?

u gave me this verse. Remember?

Yesterday, was a pretty rough day for me. In fact, these few days were pretty tough for me. I have alot to share. And I hope, I shared alright on Tuesday. Big Daddy, may all glory goes to You.

Hmmm... Sometimes, I do not know what's the right decision. I do not know if I should go tomorrow or not. I... am not a good decision maker. And I do not like the way I think. Sometimes (in fact, most of the time), I over think stuffs and it will just make matters worst than it seems. I need help. I need guidance. I may seem strong at times. But the true fact is.. I'm actually very weak. I need help. I am looking forward to that meeting.

Sally, I'm sorry bout yesterday.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Really great song

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close



I was really really touched by this song. I remember watching this guy's story on American Idol. I didn't know he got sent off. They shouldn't have sent him off. He has a superb voice and even when he's out, I still will support him. Cause his story, is really worth telling. = ) If he ever comes to Malaysia, I might wanna go see him perform and I hope he'll sing this song live one day.

Po. = ]

A lil update

I had a really great week and it still has not come to an end yet. =) Been enjoying myself serving Him in Bintulu, Sarawak last week and it sure was a lot of fun. Hahaha. Yes yes, it was tiring due to the fact that we only get like 2 to 3 hours of sleep each day but!!! Philippians 4:13 kept me going through the entire day. We didn't feel tired while doing His ministry throughout the day. It was just during the night when we're not moving much and we tend to just... doze off. Hehehe. Trust me, I'm one of the victims. =P

Had lots of fun being blessed by Him and I'm really really happy with where I am standing at the moment and heading to. Lots of great experiences but I'm just a lil lazy to write it all down. If you want a pretty detail report, got to Eun's blog k? =) She wrote and posted up pictures of almost everything that happened there. Hehehe.

A Picture paints a thousand words...

How bout 3? =D

 The Bintulu Team

Coffee at there... Yummy!

"I've got torchlights! =D"

praying and waiting... Get well soon, u.

FINALLY!

I finished ALL my examinations yesterday and goodness gracious... Japanese was also a really tough subject. TT.TT (maybe just for me) Super hard I tell you. I was literally drawing some "cacings" according to Amelia and I have no idea what kind of "cacings" i drew yesterday. I'm not sure if they are right or wrong also.

See see.. "Cacing"

Sighhhhh.. I hope I'll pass.

Oh well.

Besides all that, I had a great time these few days. = ) Yes yes, thanks to you, Big Daddy and ms. pork for making it a really great one.

Tuesday was really great. Movie was really fun and yes, it really did felt like I was watching it all by myself and imagining and laughing all by myself. But, only while I was "watching" only would I laugh by myself. The rest of the time, I was laughing cause of the great day that we were having. =) and yes, u "watch" fast. =P U tried new food buy for me, I had it a couple of times already. The ikan bakar over there was nice right? It's not those super duper yummy type, but it was something nice also right? Hehehe. See.. U should have shared it with me. Instead of having mee and bee hoon all to urself. Oh ya, that "kuey tiow" term is really funny also hor? If u remember what it was about.

Hmmm.. U better get well soon alright? I really don't wanna be gay. Hahahaha. So, take care and get back to ur.....  

 

 PINK OF HEALTH! =D

Thursday was really great as well. Hmmm. I know I wasn't of much help (like I've already told u) but, I hope u'll do your best this Sunday. Always be reminded that the person whom u're serving doesn't look at human qualities but at the heart. I hope, u'll give ur very best! =) Like what Eunice reminded me yesterday, "Just do your best, and leave the rest to God". She's right, u know? Just give Him all u've got and u'll be surprised with how much He's able to do with u.

Hmmmm.. I'm also sorry for the other days which I've caused nothing but "down-ness". =\ I hope.. I'll change for the better. Sighhh.. Bout monday, =( I'm sorry bout monday. I didn't mean anything. Bout wednesday, I'm still struggling with "expectations". I have something with broken promises. Bout yesterday, I'm sorry as well. I was really tensed with my examination. Everything seems to be all so messed up. I hope.. u're alright.

Sighhh.. Anyway, I should go start preparing for the planning tonight and also for the mission trip. Oh ya, for those who do not know, this Tuesday, I would be flying (YES!!! my first time ever flying and... i hope and hope... *fingers cross* that Big Daddy will allow it to happen) to Sarawak to do some mission work. I'm not sure what's going to happen there but, I will try and be prepared. Sooo much things happening but so little time left. =X

Conclusion for the week,

It sure was a great journey after all. The ups and downs, I'm glad it went well.

Looking forward to Sunday's dinner.

It has been awhile

since i updated my blog. Hmmmm...

Been pretty busy lately and there's so much happenings! Exams are in like... uhmmm.. 2 days time!!! @.@ Hmm.. Anyway, just writing something so it wouldn't look so empty. Although, there's probably no1 who still drop by to see for it has been too long since the last update but, oh well... I still wanna begin writing again somewhere.

Will update more next time k?

Haiihhh... Just got a text msg saying that u're really unhappy. =( I do not know wat's going on but I hope u're alright. I... do not know what to do either. I really do hope u're alright.

I really do. = \

Hoping that u're alright... And I wish I was there right now.