Peace

I like the clouds today =)

I dun really know why, but I like the clouds today. It somehow... makes me feel... peaceful. Haha. Talk bout peaceful, if what uncle Wong and his wife say is true, I wanna find that peace. I wanna know who that right person is. I've always been asking and asking and asking and I think, Big Daddy just confirmed with me something yesterday. I think, I may be right this time. =) I think, I'm on the right track.

I've always been asking and asking about who is "the one". And Big Daddy actually used 2 Tuesdays to tell me bout it. Hahaha. See how stubborn am I? Till I need to listen twice. =P Si degil kan? =) Okok, what I'm talking about is this...

Peace

I somehow believe, no human being can directly tell me who's the one but, if I just trust Him completely, He'll tell me. Life's full of risk and well, I like risking it now. Not to say that it's a bad thing. It's actually a good thing. And I'm enjoying it. I'm happy with where I am now. Sometimes, I might grumble grumble. But looking at the bigger picture, I'm smiling at it. =)

For all those who are reading this. If u need someone to talk to, u can count on me. I'll tell u stuffs which I've found. I wanna share with u this... trust that I have. I really do not know what's going to happen in the future but, I'm learning to trust Him completely. COMPLETELY, i tell you and I'm serious!

Hahaha. You can call me stupid or blind or crazy but... I know that although I may be blind, I see who's leading me; I may be the stupidest being on earth but, I know someone who's knowledge is beyond whatever man can ever know; and bout crazy... yeah... =) I'm just crazy. But although I'm crazy, I know someone who loves me just the same. If not, all the more! =D

Oh ya... 1 last thing...

 Today's day 7

=] I am thankful for this journey and

I'm glad we're still going through it no matter how tough it may be.

Too good to not share

=]

I am helpless. I'll leave "us" to Him.

Sighh...

I've learned it the hard way. And there are many times that I've failed You, God. Many many times I've said stuffs that I do not mean it. And I'm sorry for that. Help me change to be a better person, alright? =\ I want to be better. I want to be more like You. Please forgive me of the wrong things that I've done against You.

Sighhh. Now I know how much "meaning those words" actually means. For those ppl whom I super care about. =\ I know I'm a really really mafan person. But, if you do not mean it, please don't tell me that you'll do it. I'm not saying specifically who. So, please dun terasa or prasan. I am just saying that... I struggle.

I have been looking for this statement.

 I know u might like this.

I need ur help. For real. How? = \ I dunno.

I ran through some pictures

True =) a good reminder.

Can u imagine Him telling u this?

Everytime when u feel that u're not worth it and life is too hard for u to continue, have this thought in mind. You (who are reading this now) were worth every nail and every scar on His battered back. He did it.. for u.

Bruno Mars - Grenade?

Jesus Christ - Cross

Often, I can tell that He's telling me this.

Dear God, I've not been the best example that You have but I pray, may You help me to be the example that You want me to be. Help "us" to be an example as well. May we continue to depend on You and may You continue to guide us. May we completely put our trust in You as well. To God be the glory and may we not take any for ourself. Amen.

I am weak. Very.. Are you?

u gave me this verse. Remember?

Yesterday, was a pretty rough day for me. In fact, these few days were pretty tough for me. I have alot to share. And I hope, I shared alright on Tuesday. Big Daddy, may all glory goes to You.

Hmmm... Sometimes, I do not know what's the right decision. I do not know if I should go tomorrow or not. I... am not a good decision maker. And I do not like the way I think. Sometimes (in fact, most of the time), I over think stuffs and it will just make matters worst than it seems. I need help. I need guidance. I may seem strong at times. But the true fact is.. I'm actually very weak. I need help. I am looking forward to that meeting.

Sally, I'm sorry bout yesterday.

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Really great song

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close



I was really really touched by this song. I remember watching this guy's story on American Idol. I didn't know he got sent off. They shouldn't have sent him off. He has a superb voice and even when he's out, I still will support him. Cause his story, is really worth telling. = ) If he ever comes to Malaysia, I might wanna go see him perform and I hope he'll sing this song live one day.

Po. = ]

A lil update

I had a really great week and it still has not come to an end yet. =) Been enjoying myself serving Him in Bintulu, Sarawak last week and it sure was a lot of fun. Hahaha. Yes yes, it was tiring due to the fact that we only get like 2 to 3 hours of sleep each day but!!! Philippians 4:13 kept me going through the entire day. We didn't feel tired while doing His ministry throughout the day. It was just during the night when we're not moving much and we tend to just... doze off. Hehehe. Trust me, I'm one of the victims. =P

Had lots of fun being blessed by Him and I'm really really happy with where I am standing at the moment and heading to. Lots of great experiences but I'm just a lil lazy to write it all down. If you want a pretty detail report, got to Eun's blog k? =) She wrote and posted up pictures of almost everything that happened there. Hehehe.

A Picture paints a thousand words...

How bout 3? =D

 The Bintulu Team

Coffee at there... Yummy!

"I've got torchlights! =D"

praying and waiting... Get well soon, u.